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Tea Break

2012-02-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

Well, i have been working from 27 nov till 22 jan,
and at home from 22 jan till now.
honestly, people might think, " WOAH, Shui, free time!"
but seriously, remember those days you are in school?
during holidays, you will kind of miss your friends and even the dreadful feeling of waiting for the bell to ring?
well, what i am currently feeling now is kind of worse..
you see, during holidays, you have homeworks, projects, ccas or even small little gatherings with your friends and the time passes faster,
but now, i have none of those and the boredom is killing me.
and rose still, i have no job -_-
most of the people i asked are looking for people who are able to work for long term,
so yeah, no chance for me :(

what brings me to think so much,
i was watching drama/variety show like always and just as the show ended, a sudden surge of emptiness enveloped me.
i recalled what i have been doing from 22 jan,
well, apart from visitings,
i have been at home all day, infront of the computer or on the bed.
and i recalled the plans i have made before O lvls ended,
how i looked forward to learning japanese, korean, piano, more songs,
but i am still here.
nothing done.
i have even want to do spring cleaning and stuff,
but yeah,
still nothing done.
so i feel kind of lost now,
i have nothing to do,
my friends are either busy with school or work,
and i am kind of losing contact with them...

honestly, i have no confidence in making new friends in poly, i am not a very sociable person,
to me, it takes me months or even years to find someone i am comfortable with.
all my friends are going to different courses, and those friends are those who have been by my side for years, and to really count, i have not make much new friends over the years,
i tend to stick with my friends, and yeah so that makes me hard to talk to,
so going into poly without any of those friends there for me makes me insecure.
but well, i guess i have to try, maybe i will make some awesome friends :)
but thats also anothe rof my fear, to make new friends and forget my old ones.
i fear that on my wedding day, or even birthday, i will be smiling and laughing with my new friends and did not even invite my old ones.
relationship is a delicate thing, probably the fact that i have not even try to love someone is because my hands are already full with handling friendships, whats more love?
by the way, if my friends if any chance, are reading this already kind of abandoned blog,
thanks for being my friend :)

ahh~, gonna start with spring cleaning first.
tatas :D

Fear

2011-12-12T11:44:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i am not sure why,
maybe because i have just read daphne's post, or because christmas is drawing near,
which means 9-11jan is getting near too.
idk,
i guess i am someone with constant worries, i guess if you make me stay at home, i will go berserk.
Really.

The wait for the results is just too too nerve wrecking.
i wonder if i will hyperventilate on the resukt day itself.
Hope not.
i don't know, if i am left alone,
i will let my mind go wild,
and these few days, the constant anxious feeling for the results is making me develop butterflies in the stomach.
however, unlike daphne, i have no cofidence of saying that i think everything is ok,
see, that is probably one of the reasons for more fear,
i can't even say that the tests are ok.
that is something not ok.
i start to fear that what is they are especially strict this year,
and all my english tenses are corrected to the core,
i start to worry if i have made alot of careless mistakes for maths
i start to worry that my inferences maybe wrong for ss and history,
i start to worry that i might be overconfident for POA, the subject i have the highest faith in.
i start to worry if such simple questions for biology might actually be more deep,
just that we took it too easily.
i start to worry if i gave stupid answers for chemistry, and if i have gave proper terms and stuff.
i have too many things to worry.
and actually, i might actually say that i will be fine to fail 1 or 2,
esp chem and amath.
but in fact, i am not.
i want to pass them,
and want a B3/4
not a high score i guess,
but good enough to console myself.
i saw people posting about them getting best acheievement, best improvement, etc,
and i really really start to worry,
did i really work hard enough?
probably not.
but i know that it is all too late to regret,
and all i can hope is for the results to be good.

bell curve.
i fear that.
what if by right, for biology, we are supposed to get A1 but because everyone in the whole nation is doing far too welll and all my marks are pulled down by 5-10 marks?
will i cry on that day?
will typing this post here and idling my life away actually pull add on to my karma and make me have worser results?
honestly, i can't even recall what i studied,
does it shows that i have not studied enough?
what will i do if my marks are not good enough?
how will i face my parents,teachers,friends?
all this constant worrying is forcing me to stand on the edge.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Discrimination

2011-11-29T13:41:00.002+08:00

Discrimination.
Well, i knew that one day, when i step into society, i will come across this,
but seriously,
i never expect it to be so soon.
So if you guys don't know, recently, i have started working.

well,
i have really got a taste of society.
For people without mental preparation, and have ideal imagination of the ideal society,
wakeup.
society is not as perfect as what you think,
mainly because there is no such thing as school rules to protect you, to help you gain your rightful rights, and also because there is no perfect textbook to fully explain in details how to react to every little encounters, and those, are for you to explore and learn.

First and for all, the very very best guide to survive in society is to heed your senior's advice.
good or bad, there is no harm listening to them.
leave it to yourself to decide, to try. Sometimes, it may go against your pride, but that is just society. The is no perfect right or wrong, if there is, perhaps the better one to follow is customers are always right.
but whoever who adapt to that idea is not right.
confusing issnt it?

well, customers are people who gave you chance to earn. So by right, they have all the rights to ask for anything, since we are basically living off from them.
but on the other hand, if customers have such mentality, the world is gonna change.
customers will grow more and more demanding,
we always tell those "rich bastards" that money can't buy everything, but secretly, we do hide a part of those "rich bastards" mental ideas in our minds i guess :/
denying?
If not why are we constantly complaining of low quality or bad service?

well, you tell those "rich bastards" that somethings cannot be bought with money right?
i throw those words right back at you.
What are the "somethings"? the television is only good at portraying love and relationship.
but they always forgot there are others,
Time, experience, sincereity, hardwork.
those cannot be bought with money.
you may have said that you have paid more for better services, but seriously, that command may not be that simple.
have you ever thanked the ones working so hard for you?
If you have no candidates, i have a few.
those lowly paid cleaners, construction workers, maids.

Yes, you have paid for them to work,
but do you know that instead of giving more money, a simple thank you will brigthen up their day?
by making their life better, they will start to love their job and want to do their best in it.
simple right? Everytime when i am doing cashiering, aunties who approach me with stern eyes makes me stressful and i will not even dare to smile, my movements are stiff and i will want to avoid mistakes.
but whenever you want to avoid mistakes, they invite them,
so yes, more mistakes and more stern eyes.
but when friendly aunties approach me, giving me a smile and telling me things like, " Oh you are new here? Be careful! take your time!" or something, makes me smile and i will want to make sure i provide her with the best service i can give.
i love them.
money may give a temporary boost but the upward movement of the edge of the lips are more comforting.

LOL, i have just realised whatever i have typed so far have no link to my title yet.
wow, sidetracked much? xD
ok.

1. Discrimination against new workers.
Whether it is between workers and workers or workers and customers,
i hate it they scan you with those suspicious eyes.
Customers would go to the counter with the senior staff instead of the counter with the new staff, they just hate us. And even if they really ended up here, they will look at each and every action of yours and looks like they are on stand-by to scream if you ever make a mistake.
between workers and workers, they basically, don't trust you and will take every single chance to try to correct you. i do appreciate those advices but please mind those glares. Even 3 year olds understand facial expressions.

2. I hate it when customers discriminate those who cannot speak english.
well, i am educated, but do not go around criticising those who are not english educated.
and you know what, newsflash, those who are really educated will not do what you did.
well this specific incident ytd pissed me off.

the 1st customer was a old man, he bought quite a few items and some ever even heavy.
he looks like he was in his 70s or so and yeah, we really cannot blame him if he have difficulties moving his items from the counter to his trolley, or have difficulties hearing the price, or even difficulties looking for his money. Anyone who sees that will understand and who will rush an old man? So after him, there is this indian guy, as the old man was moving his items to the trolley, he was alrdy complaining " WALAOEH WHY SO LONG?!?" very very loudly.
how loud? all the customers looked up, including the other cashiers.
that loud.

nvm, when it was his turn, i guess he did not put the item properly or it just happens to be wet and hard to hold and my senior slipped the cucumber or something. It broke into two and my senior apologised and asked if he wants to change.
he goes " HUH? WALAOEH! WHAT? " and points and stares at my senior, my senior carried on apologising and asking if he wants to change, and i asked too,
and you know he say what?
he say, " WALAOEH< YOU FROM CHINA ISSIT? DUNNO HOW TO SPEAK ENGLISH AH?" and my senior was stunned for a short few seconds, i can catch that she was hurt in her eyes, i was boiling and she was good, she continued apologising and ask if he wants to change and this time, more anxiously. You know what that guy did?
he just say KNN! then scold some other language and stomp off youknow!
thank god the next customer was nice and even made a joke out of it, saying" That one siao one la!" which is very sweet of him as it made us smiled.
but still, the impact is made.

ever since the first day, i can see the sadness in their eyes,
they are there for some reasons, it is not because they like this job.
most of them are not english educated and you can really see that they are even envious that we have schools and stuff.
Even if they are not very well educated, they worked really hard to make up for it, when i stand at the counter, i can see small little notes lying around, and such criticism really disgusts me.
a person's hard work should not is neglected just because of their education.
In the modern era, people might be educated, but seriously, education is not everything, moral values, sincereity and everything, i think that it is really something we "educated people" should learn from them.
If we are really educated, we should put our knowledge to good use instead of using the english we learnt to type complaint letters or anything.
Really, to me, those did not show that you are educated. It only makes you unreasonable.

just because someone cannot speak english does not make them china.
are you sure all singaporeans are english educated?
We should not over generalise like how we hate it when they just say that all singaporeans are rude or something,
i do have china friends and they are good and nice fine people, so whats up man?
tsk, seriously.
thats all i want to say.
tatas!

Growing up

2011-11-15T09:42:00.004+08:00

Just taking a few minutes to type this short post..
say that i am slow to notice or that i have failed to admit,
but seriously,
blogs are dying out issn't it?

it seems like just ytd when i posted something and people comment and everyday, the first thing on my list will be to check out my friend's blog when i switch on the computer.
but gradually, people seemed to just grow out of it and went for facebook,twitter, etc
well, it is not that i don't like them,
they are equally awesome channels to communicate with friends but idk why i prefer blogs.
i mean seriously, when i read blogs, even simple posts like what you do in a boring day makes me feel more intimate, LOL sounds wrong,
but what i meant is that when you blog, you go all the way down to the details and even add your personal feelings and stuff,
it makes the reader feel like he/she is just there with you
and the blogger to actually have a more detailed memory when he/she read their posts in the future..
but through twitter and facebooks, there are word limits and usually long posts are not welcomed.
so, it ended up more plain and simple

for example, you wanted to share about the camp, how awesome it is
and in facebook or twitter,
all you can write is, "OMG THE CAMP IS AWESOME!"
the 3day 2night camp is just compacted into 7 words.
and for those who didn went for the camp, they are forever lost, they can never join the conversation by commenting or liking.
ok yeah, i almost forgot this is just a example. LOL
yeah, but if you chose to post about it,
you can type things like
"Omg, i went for the camp with xxx and yyy, we had a great time doing....."
and you list out all the details
and your friend will get to know more about the whole thing and yeah, no gaps and stuff.

yes, in facebook you can still choose to comment and find out more,
but who will really go down the details when they are all high about the event or something?
they will just summarise it into
"oh, we went for a camp, and it is awesome"
well, thankyou for you information,
thank you very much cause i can't really see from the picture that you went for a camp and had a great time from your status,
yeap, i totally have no brains,
thanks :)
it is retarded man,
and all you can reply is " oh is that so? haha!That's great! :D"
or something like that.
end of storyyyyyyy

In the past, we spend most of the time typing out the fullll details of the event,
so that the reader understands what is going on,
but now?
we spend just a few seconds to use "awesome" to describe the whole trip.
good job man.
but i have to admit, recently i have been using lots of "awesome"
gah.
time to update my vocabulary.
It is fantastic!
HAHHAHAAA
maybe i should search for a more "awesome" word xDD
yeap,
time to go~!
by the way, today is my last paper :)
i smell freedommm~ :D
tatas!

Next!

2011-11-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle, everytime you will find one new piece and create a bigger and clearer picture.
First you start off with the borders, not really sure how the puzzle will turn out,
without realising ,gradually forming the borders and occasionally getting bored, confused, tired, sick of putting the puzzles together.
some don't fit,
or some you thought don't fit
and some you have yet to find the missing pieces.
but when one thing i am sure of,
each and everytime you managed to fix one piece in, you get one step closer to the goal,
and no matter what, it is something you have invested time and effort in,
and the result will be what you have planned or wanted it to turn out.
So, if you are someone who is constantly throwing the puzzle pieces away,
the whole puzzle gets smaller and smaller and thus, less satisfying.
people who are willing to keep the pieces and appreciate their worth will eventually find a place to fit the pieces in.
So yes, don't ever throw away any pieces of the puzzle.
LOL!

Seriously, whats up with me man?
i quite get what i mean but not quite get what i mean,
hmm, nvm, i shall just leave it there and in the future, i may look back and debate/agree with what i have typed.
hahhahah! :D
yeap, so i am almost done with my papers,
only left with 2 more MCQs and I WILL BE FREEEE!
haha, and just to show off abit,
i will be quite busy after that.
as in from 22nov onwards~ :DDDD
22-24 nov, i am having RED camp! yay! can't wait for the activitiesss! :DDD
and on 23nov, i actually have prom, ah, things will work out eventually, i want the graduation bearrr!!
25-26 i am having guzheng camp
and 27 nov onwards, will be wooooooorrrrrkkkkkkkkiiinnnnnngggggggg :D
yes
i.will.be.w.o.r.k.i.n.g~! :DDD
joyjoyjoy! :D

i know you might be snickering as you read because i look like a retard that actually look forward to muscle aches, labour,and more labour.
hello, i am aware of that ok!
and even though i don't look forward to those, i look forward to earning my own pocket moneyyy! :DDD
ONE GIANT STEP TO INDEPENDENCE *HMPH* :DDD
and nope, i am not wasting what i earn like some ignorant kid ok!!
i am actually saving up those money to buy my own laptop~! :DD
for poly use of course!!
well, i have to admit i will spend sommmmeeee of the money,
but definitely not all for personal use :D
about 80% will go to my laptop! :DDDD
yay! INDEPENDENCEEEE!!! BANZAII!

heeheeheehee!
i guessed the job experience will add more pieces to my puzzle! :DDD
hahahha! *random*
ok,
wish me luck for everything!!
tatas! :D

WEEEE

2011-10-30T19:29:00.002+08:00

Next week, is gonna be crazzzzzzzyyyyyy :D
monday: Amath ( one of my weakest sub)
Tuesday : Amath and Chem paper 2 ( two of my most scared, so scared that i am even thinking of MC-ing it subs :((( )
Wednesday: Study like shit day
Thursday: 3 papers day -______- ( POA, POA, Bio. kill me man.)
Friday: Vomit all you memorised day ( SS SuckS :((()

but i will have to say, after that weekkkk,
I WILL BE LIKE HALF FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i will one be left with history and paper 1s
i love it mannnnn!
next week seemed so long and like my life or death gate ( literally)
but yes, next week is extremely important.
godblessme
buddhablessme mannnn!
i am gonna transfer all of my this year's luck on this one week.
*cross fingers!!*

so far, i am done with only chinese, english and emath.
well, i have posted about english.
but i do have high hopes for Emath.
but knowing that if i am ok with it, many will be,
so, i hope for at least a A2 but best, A1. :)
only two subs down and i am sort of exhausted.
but yes, i am gonna burn all my fuel for next week and even the incense arghhhh
i want to do wellll!!!

Seriously, i don't get why people aim for like what? 9As?
when all the school looks at is your L1 R5 or L1 R4.
o-o
imagine you got your 9As, but all A2s
and your L1 R5 is like what? 12?
and this fella he/she only worked hard for some subs and got like 6 A1s and L1R5 6
it is half the difference man.
yeah so i am strategising,
i am not letting chemistry or amath hinder me.
all i have to do will be to do my best for english, emath, chinese, bio and poa.
good.
and if L1R5,
add my humanities.
So, chemistry and amaths is totally not affecting me! yay-ness! :DDDDDD

what i believe is that the subs you are good at, will lead you to the course you will be good at.
if you are bad at chem, and that course still require chem.
the fact that they REQUIRE chem makes it clear that you are gonna have to use chem,
so yeah, don't make your life so hard man.
i am just gonna settle with what i have and can. HAHAHHHAHAHA! :DDDD

yeap, next week will be crazy, but i will be even MORE crazy once next week is over.
Oleh! :D
tatas!^~^

English

2011-10-25T13:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah, i guess some might be curious, for it may be just for myself.
English Os is over.
and done with.
ah well, no use whining over spilled milk.
i didn't cry. nope, thats why i replaced it with "whine" :D
what a smart alec i am.
anws, well, i wrote freedom for my essay.
argh, we did this exact question for mids.
and well, it is kind of easy and difficult.
cause at that point of time, i was wondering if i should reproduce my previous essay which actually got me like 23/30 marks.
but yeah, stupidity killed the cat.
i didn't.
i just smartly think of a new idea on the spot
and of course, it is not a fab one.
dang.

but i am kind of happy with the plot.
i am quite sure it should be rare??
what i actually predict that will be common is:
1. Parent's overly control and you gain freedom eventually.
2. Got out of jail. ( describe feelings of finally gaining freedom and how much it sucks in the jail?)
3. You set a animal free
4. You broke your relationshio with someone( bf,gf,parents) and freed yourself.
5. YOu got stucked somewhere and is free.

yeah, my essay that previously got me awesome 23/30 marks is about me getting stucked in a container.
or cargo or whatever you call it.
yeah and i guessed that since it is something that our teacher actually suggested and pointed out,
many people would have tried it.
and yeah, my guess is right,
two of my best buddies wrote something like my story, just that they are trapped in a lift.
but this time, i chose to write something of a mix.

initially, i wanted to write about getting out of jail.
but i wanted the ending to be special, so i actually want the person to still be a bad guy after he is released.
but i cannot find myself describing a jail well and being a total bad guy well.
so i chose the other plot.
i chose to write about me being freed from child labour.
i am kind of happy with the plot but god knows what is going through my mind.
i wrote 2 essays with 2 different endings.
one is that i gained freedom with all the other kids.
the other is kind of halfway, cause i didn't have time.
actually you can say that i didn complete.
argh,
but i submit the like not really complete oneeeeeee!
my ending for the second one is kind of like a cliffhanger.
i just say,
i ran and a hand grabbed me,
i shut my eyes tight and smiled.
it might be short and brief, but i am free.
i am pissed at myself for not saying
" i am FINALLY free"
but just ended it with i am free.
argh, bastardd.

and yes, i never have the chance to say who grabbed me, which makes it cliffhanger.
dang.
it might make it cool( i mean the cliffhanger) but worse part is i didn really add in good phrases or checked my grammar because i took like 1hour 30 mins to write 3 essays ( including the letter)
i am typing this not to show off( but yes, i admit i didn know i can write so much in such a short time till ytd, ah well.)
but because of that, i feel that i sort of screwed things up.
argh.
i hope cambridge is kind to usssssss :(((
english compre is not my forte, so lets just put that aside but this time's summary is seriously long.
i have got like 195 words on my freaking first draftt!
thats madness.
but on my second, i am running out of time so i just cross my fingers and wrote 155words.
haha! bet cambridge will count my words.
because it actually seemed longer.
like much longer.
opps?
ah well, it is over.
i hope i can get a B4 at least.
you must be like WHUT?! YOU SAY UNTIL LIKE YOU DID BADLY BUT YOU WANT A BEEFOURRR?
yes, i want a B4. :)

i better work hard for my other subs so that i can get a L1 R4 below 10.
tatas.

Leaving

2011-10-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

Ok, this never really crossed my mind till today?
i can't believe we are leaving.
i mean like no matter how much i hate the school, some teachers, or whatsoever,
i cannot deny the fact that i have spent like 4 years of my youth in this place called "school"
and like it or not, i did have some sentiments with this place called "school"
well, most would say that school is a place to study, gain new knowledge and blah blah blah.
but get real people!
i feel that school is a place to actually meet new friends and have time to be together.
when we grow up,
and when we get into working like,
time will be more sacred and you will probably start to have boyfriend, family and collagues to entertain.
so in school, it is actually the best-est place to meet all kinds of people from all walks of life and be friends with them.
these friend are gonna be like you hardcore soulmate man.
if you haven't found one yet,
keep looking in other places like "school"
but trust me, i think school actually helps us to save up lots of hardwork in the search.

i would probably miss the not-so-tasty-but-cheap food found in "schools"
they might not be like 5-star worthy good,
but they are nonetheless edible.
so yeap, and as long as you are with the right company, i bet you dont even remember the taste of the food because you are so damn busy talking!
even with 5-stars food quality, without firends, eating alone is so plain,dull and boring.
the feeling of being alone sucks.
it sucks so much that even the food will suck.
so in school, we can actually have time to eat together and stuff is really something cool and something to appreciate i guess.

Why am i all of a sudden so "emotional"?
well, today we sort of did a farewell party for our guzheng instructor.
when i was in the auditorium, i wasn't even this sad man, when all the teacher gave us farewell messages and cried and stuff.
but today it kind of really hit me hard in the head or something.
through this cca, i have met plenty of awesome friends.
they each have their own good traits and stuff and all soooo lovable and yeah, of course great friends and fun to be with.
idk why but i love all my cca peers.
we have really been through thick and thin from 2 SYFs and many many fun activities.
and we have really bonded like one big family.
well, the fact that we actually have quarrels actually made me feel that this group of us is so close.
we just argue, patch and end up eating tgt and laughing and stuff.
idk how proud i was when like 15? or 17 ? of us just sashay our way into the pizza hut and claim the longest table for ourselves.
just how awesome can we be?!?
we party like wild animals and laughed like mad and best part,
even during recess,
quite oddly, instead of sitting with our class mates, we actually sit tgt as a cca and stuff
ok that is technically a cheat cause most of the members are actually my classmate.
but just how cool are we?
we, despite the fact that we are in different class, still bother to come tgt or find and just even walk by and tease each other when we are in the canteen, just how close are we?!?! :DDDD
we know each other almost like we are old friends! ( which we actually are, like 4 years in the same cca? no joke man!)

i have wrote like idk, maybe 3 or 4 drafts for penglaoshi's letter,
haha! awkward much? it took me like 3hours to finalise it.
but in the end i cut away some parts.
Initially, i wanted to recount and sort of confess,
that sec1 and sec 2 is the most awesome time i ever had.
but in the end, i felt kind of guilty by actually indirectly saying that i might not enjoy sec3 and 4 life so yeah, i cancelled it out.
but i just want to type what i intended to write to her here.
well, it start of from the very very beginning.

In the start , we are just a newly established cca, with 1 insturctor whom don't know anything about us and stuff.
we have absolutely no knowledge about this unique instrument called guzheng and we totally have to start from scratch.
it is not easy you know,
we have to share the instruments amongst 2 or sometimes, even 3.
the mere few hours is practice is not really sufficient for us to learn much but we just let the year pass just like that.
but things reallly start to change when we decided to take part in the SYF in 2009.
everyone is excited, eager, anxious.
practices were intense.
but at that time, it is because the fact that no one is complaining and everyone's efforts that actually motivates me to do my best.
for once in my life, i actually want to put in all my efforts for something.
the feeling is just soo refreshing.
the tough practices actually bonded us,
we encouraged one another, eat together and even saw people cry.
being a newly established cca, we are not expected much.
actually, i think the school is not even expecting anything from us.
our intense practices were just cast aside and ignored.
Some teachers even insulted us and gave us some weird names and spreaded weird rumours about us.
but it did not discourage us,
but in fact, made us very firm that we are gonna prove them wrong.
our hard work did not fail us at all,
we got a Gold and shocked the whole school.
And from that point onwards, it is almost like a magic being casted,
all our weariness are gone,
turned into pure joy.
oh boy, how i miss those days.
i really love my cca.

this post is getting kind of long,
haha, thats kinds of sums it up,
i guess i will actually miss my school just for abit after i graduate afterall :)
tatas!^~^

SOON

2011-10-17T10:54:00.003+08:00

Soon.
Soon, everything will be over, i will be acting ike a crazy girl on drugs and no one will give a damn :D
Soon, i will start all my enriching activities, and bury myself in books.
Soon, i will start working and earn my own pocket money :DDDD!!
Soon, i will have no one asking me to study like it is life and death.
Soon, the year will come to an end and i will have no homeworks for 4 months! ^^
Soon, i will have all the time in the world to meet and catch up and play with my awesome friends!!! <3
Soon,
Soon,
Soooooon.
:D

this is the first time i look forward to december soooo much!!! ^~^!!!
tatas!

Hey babe :)

2011-10-04T20:10:00.004+08:00

Yo fellas! :D
i am currently escaping from textbooks and taking a long break for myself
i mean like despite the fact that i did skip school, i am at home, and actually slept my afternoon away.
oh blame the sweet weather, it is just too alluring for me.
LOL
but nevertheless, i shall credit the skipping for my increase in progress :)
yesyesyes, but compared to my nerd friends , i still have a longggg way to go
and by nerds, i am praising them, yo future bosses!

lately i cut down on my computer time * claps*
but yeah, i still need to restrict myself from daydreaming.
call me a nerd or whatsoever, but the moment O levels is over, i will borrow tons and tons of books to make up for the time i have lost with them to study.
i loooove books.
i love book especially those that can suck me into another world,
you can call me an addict, i never get sick of that feeling but always ask for more.
i just get sooooo absorbed in the book that i can sit there for like 4-5 hours reading it and eventually end up with sore necks but big smiles.
ah, how i hope i have such keen interest in textbooks.
hahhaha!

But actually, studying SS is kinda fun,
if there are no such extreme examinations, i guess i might actually enjoy studying.
but life is unfair.
lets just blame on this fast paced world that constantly rushes us to grow up.
kids these days may be smart or bratty,
but i pity them,
at least i actually enjoyed something called childhood,
but i wonder if they actually know what it means or even had one.
with all the nutritions avaliable,
i think that even when their minds refuse to grow, their body will.
hah, i wonder what will the future look like.

funny that i even think of it,
future.
it certainly seems so far and surreal. i guess :/
now, my current generation ,
i bet all of them are thinking that "i will just get over this exams and TADA!"
thats it.
they never really thought that far.
even i am slightly surprised that i even mentioned it.
hahahah.
but yes, i definitely look forward to life after this examination,
and it will definitely come,
just in the blink of an eye,
i bet it will be 10 times better.
if not I will make it so.

tatas! :)

Olla

2011-10-01T10:41:00.005+08:00

No worries, it is not my notes so you dont have to go like "OMG ,zhenyun is studying so hard?!"
yeap.
but i will, in likeeeee 15 mins?
after i type this post :D
such a dedicated blogger~ :D
anyways,
just a good news to share,
my sister is back from hong kong, yeap, still in one piece and living XD
and fianlly, she bought normal gifts for us! ^^
she got me a watch, which is quite nice and carries an antique feeling,
and 2 keychains,
and a glow in the dark shirt
and some other stuff that we share~
weeeeeeeeee!

yeap, and i am here to declare that i am skipping school.
Hurhur, your friend here have become a bad kiddddd~
but compared to that, i feel that what is more important will be my results
if they are understanding enough,
they will understand that i cannot study at school.
it is just too disturbing.
just how disturbing,
maybe friends talking to you?
maybe cute little juniors screaming their heads off when you are taking prelims?
hmmm, those are enough to piss you off
and to that dear junior if you are reading this, ( probably not),
just inform me a little when you are taking your prelims :)
i would love to come back to give you a hand ;) (nah, just joking)

yeap, so thats why i am staying home
the travelling time and distance irritates me too.
it makes me so lethargic.
Grrrrrrrrrr!
but i bet the school will never understand :)
if they are that understanding will not only give us study break only when it is like what?
17 october?
hahah! as if thats enough!
we, too, know that we are running out of time,
so i think it will be better for me,who is taking the exam,to decide what is best for me.
thankyouverymuch.

The school is always ironic.
they will just keep saying
"Ultimately, it is you who are taking the exams."
then please leave the bloody time management to meeeeeeeeeeeee D:
arghhhh!
and oh yes, when i go back to school now, all they will do is give me papers after papers to practice
but what i need is time to practice more of what i am weak at instead of just blindly doing papers!
we need to strategise! like the school said,
we need to strategise so why can't they just understand such simple rationales?
tsk.

i am off,
tatas

Just Wait and SEE

2011-09-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

ticktockticktock.
time is slipping out of my hands as i am idling and typing this away,
but i think that it is worth it.
Whether people read it or not, this web is a place for me to type all my feelings and everything.
well, i have a confession to make.

i haven't been doing well for my prelims.
i barely passed most subjects and to be honest, i am disappointed.
when my parents asked questions whether it is out of concern or out of curiousity,
i always try to avoid it
or sometimes, i just give them a brief reply and try to act nonchalant about it.
but honestly i am not deep down.

deep down, i am desperately trying to avoid studies.
i am scared.
i am scared that what if i studied and things still won't go well?
what if i tried and it turns out i am trying too hard?
many questions are racing through my mind.
so everytime i think about it, i just get to vexed and i couldn't do anything.
which subject should i start first?
what if i forget what i studied on that very day?
will hardcore studying work?
is it too late now?
everytime when i sit infront of the computer , at times, such questions will flash in my mind, just like a subconscious mind reminding me.
but at that time, i will just brush it and and ignore it or avoid it like i always do.
yes, i am a coward.
so what?

i am someone who cannot stay doing one thing for a very long time, i get sick of things easily and new things always appeals to me.
i am forever busy.
you can say that i am actually a jack of all trades
but people seemed to forget the second part,
they are masters of none.
sad huh?
at first, they might be the ones that shines out the most and excel in it,
but evertually, people to worked hard and have real interest in it will outshine them and by then, they will have to source for new interests
and the whole cycle repeats.

For once i want to get out of that group,
i want to have my own interests and develope it
so that is probably why i am so distracted, all the time, all i could think is that i want to do this after this and i never seemed to really care about the present
and sadly i can see myself squating in one small corner of the room and crying my heart out just because i didn't admit this earlier.
so yes, i did.
i want to set things right
to proceed with all my plans.
first, i need to get through this thick wall called O levels after that i will have some free time and i will be free.
I can't wait for it.
if the price to pay for some awesome free time without regrets is just 1 month of studying,
i am in for it.

tatas! :)

Plans

2011-09-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

yeap, lately, i have been daydreaming
i mean like seriously daydreaming.
i have been planning what i want to do after Os
ok let the oh-so-generous-ore-sama share it:

FIND A JOB!!!
Learn Piano/Keyboard Piano
Learn Japanese
Learn Korean
Revise my sign languages -_-"
Re-read awesome books, which includes library ones too! ^^ *nerd alert*
Go hang out with old friends :)))
Youtube LOL
Read Mangas
Watch anime + dramas
Revise my guzheng skills
Learn Guitar after Piano :/
Slim down
Update my old and outdated brain songlist LOL
Play Sims :D

YESS! I LOOK FORWARD!
yeah, thats all.
LOL random much? XDD
tatas! :D

#380 post!

2011-09-17T10:59:00.004+08:00

Heehee! This is my 380th post!!
yeap, idk why, but i just breifly read through my past archives
LOL!
When i read through it,
i was like
ewww, am i THAT immature in the past?
LOL
I didn know i am such a ________ (fill in the blank!)
i mean like seriously, in the past, i am such a tellytale,
i talk bad things about others on my blog as though i am the only human being with emotions
ah well, sorry pals in the past, i have come to hate the past me too,
and nope, you are not the only one!
hahahha!
yeah, in the past i am such a emo kid and keeps thinking that my life is just like another sad tragic drama or something,
but actually,
i wasnt THAT dramatic but i guess i just reallllllllyy wanted attention at that time.

well, it is refreshing to know that now,
the fact that i hate the past me shows that i have changed now ( right?)
yes, and hopefully, for the better
just don't take things so seriously man,
there are ups and downs in life and we just have to accept the good and the bad ones and just stay positive and moooove on! ( wow i sound so noble here man!)

Accept it, people change.
when we are in a new environment, with new friends and new trends going on,
we change.
Believe me or not, we are constantly changing,
everyday when you gain a new knowledge, you change,
but whether it is for the better or for the worse is completely up to you man!

yeah, i just watched this variety show,
there is this guy saying,
lets say if you live up to 80 years old,
each year you have 365 days,
you actually only have 29200 days to live
and just how long is that?
lets say you have $29k,
how long will it take you to spend that amount of money?
in fact, you probably only need to buy one expensive bag, and its half gone and stuff.
thats how long we live.
一寸光阴，一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴。
if you put that into words, if time= money,
we actually don't have very long to live huh?

ok, i think i am abit off point,
but what i am trying to say is that we each were immature once, in the past,
but the thing is just to make sure you don't stay that way, and stay positive.
At times, it is ok to cry and weep and just laze around for abit,
but there is no use crying over spilled milk, just accept reality and move on,
in fact, try to prevent it from getting bad to worse by doing something!
人非圣贤，孰能无过。
no one is prefect, so i guess you only fail when you give up. :)

tatas!
PS: please clap for my thumbs up worthy chinese phrases! HAHAHHA! :P

Have i ever...?

2011-09-13T16:31:00.003+08:00

Have i ever mentioned that i actually wanted to switch to tumblr?
but i is definitely not because of peer pressure or anything ,
it is mostly because of this awesome blog i came across,

HERE YOU GO :)

Yeap, it is a awesome website with load of nice and sweet and emo pictures
hahaha!
i kind of like the fact that tumblr gives you the chance to reblog so that i wont have to go against my conscienous and actually save this picture from her website like now :/
anws, yes,
another thing i want to say is that i have, a twitter account!
i wonder who will read this, but yeah,
just type ijuzme and you will probably find me..
oh wait, did i put my real name?
ah, if ijuzme fails, just try Zhenyun
one of those should work.
HAHAHHA!

yeap, distractions distractions,
i am always so distracted.
god bless me man,
o levels is actually coming in like 1 month time,
and to be honest, i doubt my abilities...
i cannot really bring myself to study,
even when it is prelim now. i am still happily typing this away
lalalla~,
but i actually hope that i will not do very well for prelims, i am scared that i will be over confidence and yeap, so i hope maybe for a 17? hmmm,
that should be a wake up call.
hahhaa!

actually i wonder who the hell am i actually typing all these for man?
hmm, is there even readers?
nah, i doubt so.
So yes, pros and cons, i can type all my feelings here and know that not much peopel reads it!
hahah!
( noticed i said not much? i bet there are still some!! :D <3 you peeps who bothered to read!!)
anws, yeappppp~
happy go luckyyyyy!
tatas!

HOPE

2011-08-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

Yes, this is exactly what i feel and saw and know deep in my heart when i receive my chinese results-----------------------

HOPE

to be frank, i sort of expected it,
i have worked hard, paid attention and studied for the exam.
i don't think there any other reasons for me to screw up, so yes,
i have confidence.
i just know i am gonna get it.
and thank god i got it.
Hallelujah! :DDD
Yes baby! i got a A1! :DDDDDDDDDDD

ok, i promised to like god or ok, if god is not really bothering,
i made a promise to myself that i would study hard for my future exams if i get a A1 for my chinese.
you should not look down on these warnings you know,
you work hard, you reap what you sow.
and if you didn't, then better cross your fingers and pray hard man.
so this chinese test is what i wanted, i worked for it, and i got what i want.
it gives and undescriptable sense of accomplishment and awe.

so yes, i am trying very hard to reduce my computer time and slowly starting on my revisions.
however,please don't rush me, unless i am reallying doing something bad,
but i believe that everyone have their own pace.
Some people need a longer time to revison, to gain confidence, some don't
Some people may be reading their textbook, but i wonder what goes in and the most important question,
what stays?

So i think the conclusion i have come to is,
it is not how early but it is how serious.
people can start "reading" or "studying" since january you know, but are they really really studying?
well, those that i know they are studying are most prolly busy posting what they are doing on the facebook, maybe just to reflect hwo serious they are about work, but at the end of the day, they realised thta they just wasted one whole day replying to comments on fb through their phone or something

However, i have to admit,
it is something very very tempting.
even i will do so.
sometimes, you just want people to know and show off abit about how studious you are or how hard working you are, by supposedly working on your homework the whole day.
but those people just ends up forgetting what they have done because if they are not serious, their main focus will only be on posting stuff and trying to get people to like their photos or something (hi five)

So yes, my conclusion is, if it is to do some discussions or homework, yes i can do them at the library or something,
but revision, no way.
yes i also know that the instinct to focus on your own business and the surrounding audience will help you keep you stucked to the chair, but it seriously burns a hole in your pocket man.
so yeap, no deal :D

yeap, thats all,
tatas!

HAPPYYYYYYY....~

2011-08-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! <3
i am so proud to be a singaporean, despite the fact that we are known to be kiasu and stuff.
hahhaha! but it is one of the distinguishing part of singapore what!! :DDDDD
hahahah!, but dunno it is lucky or what, my friend, or best friend or girlfriend's birthday is also on national day.
Don't be jealous! HAHAHA!
yeah, its actually, pretty cool you know, the whole nation celebrating lehhhh! LOL
yeah, and seriously, since it is such a special occasion, i have decided to post about it.
yes, thats all.
ahhahahahahh!

And, zoey, if you are reading, here is a proper cake with candles, you can blow all you want!

but do tell me if it really really got blown. hahahhaah!

Happy birthday girl :)

tatas! :D

Song :)

2011-08-03T16:48:00.006+08:00

Sorry Mr wolf! not that i hate you, but i just don't really like it to see a wolf staring at me in the first post!! TT^TT!!
sorry!!
yeah, anws, heres a song that i recently listened to.
i have heard of this song before but never really read the lyrics...
but yes, good songs are never missed!
my english teacher made a comprehension for us to do last week regarding this song!

and yes, i finally read the lyrics, and it is so touching!! :))))
haha, next time when i die, and if i have a husband, i will force him to sing this to me!! >:3
i shall not delay and heres the song :))
p.s: you can actually find it in my mixpod, but you might have to click for some time before finding it :PP

P.s.s since i am such a kind and caring blogger, i have alrdy loaded the youtube here :)))

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter,
and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

--- Love, me by Collin raye

Have i ever mentioned this...?

2011-08-03T16:19:00.002+08:00

ok, yeap, my current favourite animal is wolf :3
i watch a documentary about them and was totally in love!
and no, i am not influenced by twilight ok! -_-"
but yeah, wolves may be cruel, fierce and stuff, but they are loyal animals
YEAHH!! :D
they are often pictured as the cunning and cruel one in fairytales, eg Little red riding hood etc
but in real life, they are just merely trying to survive.
i saw this comment on youtube, it said:
"wolf kill for survival, but human kill for sport."
i mean we are already affecting the ecology by eating animals, and we are pointing fingers at animals in the wild and saying that they are cruel.
thats what i call the pot calling the kettle black i guess.

Anws, back to the topic, wolves are awesome because they are the most loyal creature as i said.
at least in my eyes.
They might not be very friendly to us, but they are loyal to their life partners.
when one is in trouble, they will never abandon them, they will try all ways to save them.
Wolves couples always remain together, the male will never stray or anything. they protect each other.
That is what attracted me.
the ironic thing is that despite the fact that we are humans and supposed to be more educated and civilised, we don't even understand and keep to such simple logic.
What a sad thing.

And yes, another of my favourite animal!!! :DDDDD

Dolphinsss!

i know in real life they have high pitched voices, and wild ones may even attack, but since i have not really seen a real one, just let me fantasize ok?! XDDD

yeap, you can say i am partly influenced by stories of them saving people etc, so yeap.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

Ok, i have to totally admit this.
I am influenced by happy feet and madagascar.
hahahhaah!
you can't blame me man, they are just so cute!! :DDDD
especialy the babypenguins!
cutetothemaxxx!
theyaresooofluffy!!! :DDDDDD
heehee! apar from that, i am quite scared of them,
espcially their peaks
i am so scared that they will poke my eyes out :PPP

Yeah, another would be eagles <3
they are cool,swift and coolx2 :))
but i am still quite scared of them hahahahha!
but definitely one of the animals i respect!! *salutes* :DDDD

I still love the pets such as hamsters, dogs and cats, but if it is wild ones, those are my fav! :))) OHYES! i forgot to mention seals and kangaroos! and baby bears! hahhah!
actually, i love wild life, but am just too scared of them :P
hahahha! :DDDDDDDD

tatas! :)

Ps: it is a random post, scared that you will be depressed reding all of my so called "emo" posts, so i posted a light hearted one! :DDDD (what a caring blogger i am! :)))))

Short post

2011-07-24T20:35:00.003+08:00

i guess i am becoming quite an active blogger eh? hahahah!
:D
anws, just a short post for a short question.
Why is it always so easy to forget a friend and just move on?
Why do we have to move on all the time?
Can't we just stop and stay there sometimes?

opps, that makes 3 questions.
hahah!
but who cares?
anws, i am definitely not going emo or what, but just a random question.
ya, if you have once been asking yourself "what the heck is this crazy girl thinking all the time?"
i guess these could be one of those :)
its random. :D
tatas! :D

Ps: blogging does not mean that i have abandoned by plan to one of those 'sickpeople'. nope.
i haven't. trust me.

WEEKEND!

2011-07-23T10:52:00.002+08:00

I used to love weekends i love it so much :D
did you notice that i used past tense for the above sentence?
yeah, cause now i don't.
Now, weekends is not a day for me to have a break and relax,
its a day for me to ground myself infront of the desk and struggle with my homework.
and once i am done with it, i still have to stay there and study for my mock test next week.
Actually, i haven been doing this for the past few weeks and that made me extremely guilty.
my mock tests are barely making it and i am still wasting my time infront of the computer.

And also, due to the fact thati have been consistently doing it in the past few weeks,
i am lagging behind.
like behind behind.
everyone is secretly or not starting their revision and i am still stucked here.
actually its quite cool to make them admire you that you actually have a life and didn go through the torture that they are suffering now and just say: " HAHA! i spend my whole week end playing game!/Sleeping! etc"
but actually deep down,
your friend is celebrating the fact that you are actually lagging behind them and etc.
like it or not everyone has this kind of feeling once in a while,
they just want to check what their friends are doing,
and make sure that they are slacking and you secretly work hard yourself kinda of thing.
and actually, slacking your whole weekend away is totally not cool.
especially when the mock tests results come out.
and the impact comes right straight into your face when you realised that actually everyone may appear to be "slacking", they are actually not.
proven by their As and Bs and your Cs or Ds

But my question is, why do everyone want to lie about themselves working hard for it?
i mean like last time, i used to get questions like,
" How did you get such good results?"
and my reply would be " Cause i studied for it. Duh."
But for some, when they are asked the same question, they will just say: " haha!, nah, its just luck, i didn really study for it, you know."
i mean its ok if you say that for some tests but for that throughout,
you must have a hell lot of luck man.
i have to admit i used to do this, and ya, i am sorry for that.
the truth is, i really didn study for it.
believe it or not. you can even ask my sister. hahahah!
ok, i did. but i am definitely not those hardcore ones who study for the whole week before the exams,
i kind of only do it 1 day before it.
and i dont really count that much studying. yeap.

So ya, i actually see the huge red mark infront of me man.
i guess if gods exist, this must be my last warning.
i have been reducing the time spend on my computer but i still can't bring myself to sit there for hours.
hmm.
by hook or by crook, i need to study and get my As.
The courses i want to go into are no joke.
its all like freaking one digits.
and i know that out there, there are some sick people whole will score suuper high and that will make me lose my place.
INEEDTOBETHOSESUUPERSICKPEOPLE.
I know i have said this many times, but i have not done it, hopefully this time i will.
so yes, tatas, i am gonna do my hmk.

Ps:
2 Posts in 2 days! i must be such an enthusiast!

Pss:
I have went to the talk and they say to do well in a subject, you have to first learn to love it.
and Amaths, i totally love you :)

Lets be Practical

2011-07-22T14:42:00.004+08:00

Ok, year end is coming, and i am a graduating student.
let me guess, apart from O's, most of you will be thinking of prom?
yes, today i want to blog just about it.

Ya, so today morning,
we were at the hall, and spend a few minutes deciding on prom night.
the school did some survery and it turns out that people are willing to spend like,
$80 bucks+/- for the prom night in a hotel.
The teacher finds that abit too expensive and decided to settle for countryclub,
which is almost just as good, and we only need to pay $45
i know whatever i am about to say might make me looks/sounds stingy,
but i am just merely stating my opinion so ya, dont take it to hear too much. :)

So now that you got the brief idea,
we were given a paper to choose if we will want the countryclub prom,
or none.
so, i was kind of hesitant.
i mean like afterall $45 is not a small amount you know,, ( esp for a student..:/)
Also, when you go to prom night, you will want to dress up and it will add on to the expenses.
so if it is $45, you buy a dress, lets say $20?
then you buy shoes, $20?
that alone will take up to like $65
and i bet some people will be willing to spend even more money just for the sake of buying a more expensive looking dress which actually you friend will just go WOW! and deep in their heart, they will just say: Waste money, kinda of dress.
yeap.

And at that point when i was thinking, our principal said about how fortunate we are etc,
to be able to celebrate in a countryclub/ hotel
and in the past they might just only celebrate in the school and such.
so i was thinking, why not celebrate in school?
but based on the expressions the others have when they hear that,
i can totally guessed that the school thing will never work.
Ah well~

According to some of my friends they think that prom night is a special night,
and they dont want their so called last day to be in the school and such.
and they feel that the atmosphere is just not right
and they will not have the motivation to dress up etc etc.
but seriously, if you say it more plainly,
issnt hotels,countryclubs and school halls just the same?
It is still a empty space, just that is is filled with tables, which our school can do too,
it has frills on the wall, which we can add too,
but i guess the only difference is that it has carpet floor, ( maybe they might not even have carpet floors)
and maybe just the fact that you spend like loads of your parents hard earn money on the ticket makes you have more "face"
i know it sounds bad, but in my eyes, it is just like throwing your parent's OT and hard work down the drain.
If you say you are using your own savings, i would like to point out that, your savings comes from your parents, like it or not.
and your savings is what you try to resist your favourite expensive foods for.
and you are just taking it out and spending it in just one night?
seriously, it is almost as scary as declaring bankrupt over night!

haha, now you must be thinking that i ticked "No" on the box right,
but no, i didn't
ridiculous issnt it?
i talked sooo much about the whole i-hate-people-who-spend-money-on-prom
but yet, i am doing that too.(sorry! TT^TT!!)
hah. I guess you can say i gave in to peer pressure.
if there are too much "No"s, the prom nights for the future batches will be gone too,
and i already felt very bad for taking away their sec2 camp and don't want to take away their prom too.
also, i really want to go for prom night and take many amazing photos with my friends so i cant miss it!!
so yeap,
i guess if i really need to spend so much moeny, i won't really dress myself up much. :/
Tsk.
But seriously i still don't understand why the girls need to be at the countryclub or hotel then they feel the need to dress themselves up,
why not just go in casual for all? :DDD

ya, end of my whining, i am gonna start saving up :(((
tatas!

P.s:
just to show off a little,
Shiyang, Elsa, Cher and me formed a team and went to the national accounting quiz,
guess what? we got into top 30 teams out of like 200+/- teams!
WOOOO! :DDDDDD
Thanks team mates! :)

Hello :)

2011-06-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hello! great day here!
but you , yes you, you are looking at the clouds and a flower from a computer screen?!
ohmygawd, thats just so no life :)
hahah!
kidding!
its good that you are reading my blog post but just make sure you dont forget that you are looking from the computer screen = you are not doing your work! *thunder* XDD

haha, just to post,
3 days ago, was my birthdayyy~! *claps* :D
and a suuper big thank you to those who wished me happy birthday! :D
and a bigger thank you to those who gave me presenttt~ <3
love you guys :D
anws, yeah nothing much to post i guess :D
nothing major is happening in my life (up to you to decide if it is a good or bad thing :D)

but just to update you guys,
i finished my MYE and i totally died.
ok, like literally
but~ MY RESULTS JUST SUCKKKKKKKK.
ok, i shall not be too emo here in case i offend those who did worst than me
( but trust me, I UNDERSTAND.)
its just soooooooooooo devastating!
and did you expect me to say that?
haha! no way man!
i guess it is just a warning to me,
like seriously, i didn really study much for my MYE :S
so yeah, i deserve it. :(

and to be truthful, i don't think i did really well for my previous chinese Olvl too :(
i think i might have to re-take :(((((
when i was taking chinese o lvl , even when the whole paper ended,
i just canit believe i took a major exam like hours ago!
its like, zoom! GONE.
i really i hope i did well :(
aiya! but its over liao! i will just have to wait for my results :/
anws, this holiday i am ashamed to confess, but i haven really start on my holiday homework and tonnes of my firends are starting their revision alrdy!!
OHMYGAWD.
i need to work real hard man!
ok yeah, so if anyone really does read this,
do me a favour.
when you see me online on like fb or whatever
just ask me
" WHY ARE YOU HERE? HAVE YOU DONE YOUR REVISION?"
yeah ,just to wake me up from all these bad habits >:((((

i just cant help but think of life after Olvls!
to think that i will have a real break from studies!!!
in the past i will still have to worry about holiday homework and stuff! :D
so after o lvls i will most likely have like 4 months+/- to myself! YAY!
but of course i won't want to be depressed by not trying my best for o lvls and spend most of my days mourning for my my failure and stuff,
SO I AM GONNA TRY REAL HARD AND MAKE SURE I DONT HAVE TO SPEND MY HOLIDAY WORRYING ABOUT MY RESULTS!!!!
JIAYOU!!

tatas! :))))

OK, lets not care about the title.

2011-05-05T14:10:00.003+08:00

Ok if i didn confess this before, i always feel inspired whenever i read daphne's blog.
and i know that shes not gonna read this sentence anyway since my blog is kind of dead, but yeah, her blog is always so true :)

anws, just to say a little,
its GE thats the "in" thing now right?
yeah, so i am sort of keeping track with it since it is quite interesting to watch them speak.
hahahha!
well, i should say that actually all of them are very out spoken, and it is definitely some points that i will like to acquire when i grow up.
i mean like its cool, not alot of people can express what they think so well,
i,myself, even have some trouble typing this post and lets not talk about speaking. hahaha!

Yeah speaking of it, i just feel that we should not let our emotion overcome our senses.
the current batch may hate the government,
but you have to admit they did a not-bad job of it right?
i was watching about how some parties talk about the foreigner influx, the rising prices etc etc,
but honestly, i feel that it just reflects how self-centred we are,
the moment the particular scheme don't benefit us, we just you know kind of blame the government for it etc etc.
but if those foreginers you really hate don't come to singapore, are you willing to live without a maid?
who will fill up the empty spaces for cleaners? or jobs we don't want to take?
who will build houses for us?
and yet we still complain about the high prices of houses, imagine all the foreginers gone har, singaporeans build houses, we all pay more man!
i wonder if there will be much singaporeans willing to work under the hot sun in the first place.
hahahah!
yeah, so i think we should really consider in general, and not anyhow vote just because you not happy etc etc. and issn't it strange cause adults are supposed to be the wise ones? O-O.
Actually, compared to many countries, singapore is doing well, and yeah, i am quite happy with it.
though maybe people just have to be more flexible sometimes you know? xP
yeah, so thats about ti lah, i don't really want to go too deep into it :D

anws, now is exam period, most schools are having exams and its tense atmosphere LOL.
yeah i had my chemistry paper today and its kind of hopeless, but i tried already~
yeah and my sister just mentioned this to me and i realised its quite true so i decided to post it.
she say that she realised that most exams are just testing your memory.
because seirously, after the exams, and time passed for like 1 year, you won't really remember what you learnt.
so yeah actually we are just spending most of our time re-reading and learning stuff.
hmmm.
i guess we are supposed to learn, understand and apply but just that not much people are really doing that.
we are just studying for the sake of studying. hahaha!
maybe for the certificate? :D

and yes, time flies,
seriously in jan i was like, omg, its just jan, and its still so far from Os and stuff, but now the pressure is coming and like 20 km/h. LOL
nah, thats a joke, i wasn't really measuring it.
so yeah, its may now, and in a few weeks time, i will be taking my Os! omg.
and i am totally not prepared for it yet :(
uh huh. and i guess the thing really feels different if you are experiencing it youself.
it seemes like ytd i was lamenting how silly that my seniors are making a big deal over Os coming close.
hahahah!
well, time passed and people changed. WEEHEE!
this year is so not gonna be sweet.
Good luck to all~ :D!

FYI: i won't really be active and sutff, since i am such a studious person, i have to study for my Os.
DUH!
and if you really believe my above statement, YOU ARE SO N.A.I.V.E! :PPPP
hiak hiak hiak!
i am juts plain lazy to do so and i seriously lack of motivation since i know that not much ppl reads it anyway. yeah, so,
tata.

seriously, idk what to type here everytime -_-"

2011-03-27T10:23:00.002+08:00

haha! ignore the cheer me up part, i just find this picture cute thats why i post it up :D

Sorry for neglecting my blog for such a long time,
and i am sorry to say that i might continue neglecting it LOL.
ok fail.
anws, nothing mcuh to blog about :/
its just the usual everyday

wake up, go school, go remidial, go cca, go home, do hmk, slack, sleep.

it is a repetitive cycle T^T
some of my friends are liek starting their freaking o lvl revision like now? D:
i just cant help but think that once i start now, i am gonna be stressed up 24/7. -_-"

and seriously, teachers a contradicting themselves.
they say
"start your revision nowwwwwwwwww."
and they just out of dunno what ( maybe kindness?) add:
"Don't feel stressed ok? :)"
and they just continue:
" I am testing everything for your midyear."
they should just settle themselves on stressing us up.
tsk!

seriously, idk, i feel that everyone is sooo, soo.. normal?
if someone is abnormal, they are immediately thrown into the "weird" group or something.
and teachers went all the way to show us how some people who used to skip school etc and became a successful businessman etc etc,
then how about those who seriously studied and like aced everything etc etc?
why no documentaries about them?
well, maybe their oh-so-perfect-life wasnt as inspiring and fun?

being in school somehow limits our abilities.
we have this standard cycle of
sleeping, studying, doing hmk, cca, computer.
wee~
how very entertaining~
and if we start to "waste our time" on some other stuff, ppl will be like D:<
"dont waste your time on those stuff, now studies more important!"
what is considered wasting your time? :(

and what the scary thing is right, we are already in this, the moment we are born,
we have to study and earn those certificates and for our whole life,
we will just be constantly studying and earning those certificates.
so when can we stop studying?
i know that knowledge is good,
but i find experiences better.
there is always stuff that you will have to learn out of your textbook.
For those who really earned their certificates, they end up lost. No?
for all their lives, they are just studying, they dont even have a freaking dream!
or perhaps those dream are trashed as they study,
closing their doors of opportunities thanks to the certificates

and seriously when in life will you use those formulas?
will you be like
OMG! I SEE A TRIANGLE! let me find it's angle!
kind of thing?
like wth?
i know it trains our critical thinking skill but why force ppl to train it when some people are just different?
everyone is different, we think differently, and we do stuff differently,
But do we even think so much before we do stuff?
people in the past dont even learn that much but somehow they just know more than what we learn from textbooks.
Do you think they learnt how the water boils and the particles move or something?
i doubt so.
Why do we even want to know how the particles move when we dont really see them? o-o
we just know the water boils and know that is enough for us issnt it? o-o
so i guess there are stuff that we just learn out of textbooks :/

and now the standard is getting high,
trust me man, by the time i become an adult,
i bet even the hawker auntie have a university cert man!
so that means i will need a PhD or something to earn more money and
by the time i obtain that i will be around 30 years old?
wow.
and we will have to spare time for family planning and stuff?
no wonder we have lesser and lesser babies,
everyone is too busy getting those certificates
because afterall, time is running out~
so what really is wasting your time?

sian, despite the fact that i am saying so much,
i am just another normal person who go through this cycle.
afterall, who is daring enough to give up these certificates and try out their luck in this world where certificate is everything?
tsk tsk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS

2011-01-30T23:29:00.008+08:00

oh yes, i know my drawing sucks :)

but this is like the once in a life time thing that i post my ugly drawings up.

and honestly, i find the bear quite cute :D ( provided that you can see that its a bear.. LOL)

yeah but i must say that it is hard to draw with paint,so its not my fault :P

aiya, but the main point is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! :D

21st birthday WOOOOOOO! *claps*

Find a boyfriend soooooooon~ HAHAHHAHAA :PP

Wish that this year will be a good year ahead! YAY :D

31 jan, marking the end of january and the start of february,

and its, NEW YEAR SOOOOOOOOOOOOON! WOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!!

LOL. abit too high here, but whatever lah, tis not everyday you see me this high ok?!

anws, how that this year will be a great year, and wish everyone luck for o levels!

and of course for others, all the best in your careers and studies etc, work hard ok?! :D

and of course i wish that we would have good results for SYF too HAHAHAH!

JIAYOU!!!!!

PS: the above picture is just to show that nothing is impossible, even i can be thick skin enough to draw another ugly drawing, hahaha!

remember this quote all of a sudden( not like it is my this year's motto, just randomly remembered it):

“I didn't fail the test, I just found 100 ways to do it wrong”

hahas, funny and yet inspiring :D

never a failure! GOGOGO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hey~!

2010-12-20T11:41:00.002+08:00

hello, here to blog again, and yeah
if you guys don't know or remember me mentioning, which i did be4,
but i got a brother
i mean a godbrother lah
yeah
his mum is my aunt and my mum is his aunt
but my dad is his god dad
which makes me his godsister
yeah,
and then, he is the same age as me, but just because i was born earlier,
in like june and he is born in like december, or november,
so i am like older yeah.

and his family came to my house ytd
and its like damn awkward.
XDDDD
we only met once a year,
which is in like new year and might not even meet if i didn stay long at my mother side there.
yeah.
so ytd is the second time we met in the whole year LOL!
pathetic i know right?
ok, then his family came coz his father is like helping us to repair our door
since he is like a renovating company boss or something lah
then all the others do is like sit on the sofa
LOL
my family is watching a show,
so we didn bother them.
yeah suuper awkward

and i didn even talk to him since like primary 3/4
when we met once and i was supposed to hang out with his family or something
and only that day i know i got a god brother lah!
my mum is like
" eh, yun, you got a godbrother, yeah, forgot to tell you :)"
and i was like O_O....ok...
and ytd his whole family,
which includes, his younger sister, his mum, his dad and him
to my house
and i dunno how to entertain them LOL
so he just sit at the end of the sofa for like
erm, from 2 plus to 5pm
LOL
3 solid hours. yes.

and at erm around 4 plus?
i went to take my DS out and play abit lah,
to get my items for pokemon xD
then i turn around and ask his sister, since his sister is nearer,
that if she wants to play DS
and she shake her head, so i just "oh, you dont want to play arh? then i play~ :D"
then i carried on with my pokemon and i totally forgot to double check what is my godbrother's reaction :OOOO
ah well, so it is damn freaking awkward.

yes, more awkward when my dad ask me to pass him the snack i am eating and my dad is signaling by,
pointing at him and smiling and raising his eyebrows
and i was like "What? :/"
then i guess my bro ( just for short) also notice him gesturing -,-"
then i finally got the hint and,
"oh, you want? LOL"
then his sister took and they share.
yeah.
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHA

and not to mention, he got invited by my mum to go into the study room
and look for stuff he might want to read
and they could totally see my freaking table in a bloody mess.
ok, let me describe,
its piles of files, piles of papers, bags dumped there, clothes too, which is my guzheng clothes, and some plastic bags, and some books
and its all over the whole table.
yes, hard to imagine but just try to picture it.
LOL
and when they walk in i was like ()$&*(@#*@&$(*^@&*
and i didn even go into the room to defend myself xDDDD
or even introduce books for him/her
omg i fail.
the awkwardness fail.
everything fail.
xDDDDDDD

and unless i am getting into the same school as him,
which i am aiming ngee ann poly,
but i guess he should be aiming others,
and unless we get into the same school,
i dont think i am ever talking to him. LOL
yes, fail.
sorry that i am such a older sister fail.
HAHAHAHHAAH! OTL.

ok..

2010-12-15T00:50:00.003+08:00

ok, i am not sure why i am posting this
and i was certain that i am not gonna post this in my life
but like i said,
i am not sure why.

I know this might disappoint some ppl,
or maybe even alot of ppl,
but i have to say that i dislike being a leader.
not gonna specify but those who knows me should get it.
i dont know why i just finds it ridiculous.
even the reason why i am elected is ridiculous.
apparently ppl just finds my name nice etc etc, and votes without knowing who i am
and they supported to ensure that the other candidate is not the leader.
and yes, it might be good,cool whatever lah
but i dont like it.

firstly , i feel useless..?
like i wasn't able to do much,
all i do is take attendence...? O_O
i dont scream or scold
and dont act like a leader at all
And i wasn't even chosen to take part in the cca leader camp or something
it feels like just a leader in the name.

Yeah, and secondly, not to blame, but its the members, and maybe even the teachers.
when it comes to decision making,
idk, i feel like just a spokes person.
like for example, in class,
when we are like suddenly being asked to stay back and the time clashes with our cca,
you guys would expect me to say it,
decide it on the spot and argue with the teachers.
worst part when i make a decision,
you guys make me regret it immediately,
i guess the main point in asking me to decide is so that when the teacher finds someone to blame,
the first person would be me..?

and i was very very stressed,
the teachers would often give me comments like,
" you should stand up and scold them more, scream at them or something."
" Be more active?"
"Please behave more like a leader"
seriously, i dont think scolding and scream would help us anywhere,
personally,
i dislike being scolding and scolding ppl unless needed.
and what more we are all schoolmates, why should i scold ppl just to show that i have authority?
wont the person being scolded feel annoyed?
and being active is just not my trait,
i am not a sporty,active person by heart.
and it just adds another question mark to the leader qualities.

So here i am,
i am extremely sorry that i am earning points despite the fact that i am useless.
i am sorry that i am useless.
i am sorry that i am not a good leader.
i am sorry that at anypoint, if i did offended you.
i am sorry for some of my empty promises.
i am sorry that i wasn't able to help the others much,
One vice is charge of training,
the other in charge of stock,
and one treasurer in charge of money.
i am extremely sorry that i was not of help to you guys
i am sorry towards all members and teachers .
Sorry.

Bored

2010-12-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

Since i am like bored,
and i feel that i owe ppl who wants to read my blog some post,

and plus if there is any ppl who want to read my blog,

but whatever lah,

since i started a blog i wont want to end it you see :D

okok,

nowadays i feel:

i mean like, everyday, all i do is

eat,sleep, stare at homework, try to find some good anime/ manga to watch/read

which is sort of pathetic?

lalala~ but at least can slack :D

but sometimes its boring,

so i dunno what to do,

and worst if i really think of something i MUST do,

its only homework

and i dislike doing homework,

its so... tiring

and yeah i usually end up sleeping HAHAHAHAH!

nothing my to blog about my life you see~

argh, whatever~

My aim!

2010-12-13T11:31:00.003+08:00

Ok, a new target, i am gonna get myself, a

*drum roll*

INSTANT CAMERA!

its a matter of time, i am gonna get it!

but it my be due to sudden urge or something la,

but whatever,

when i am adult or something, i am gonna get an instant camera

and hopefully, it is like improving as i decide :D

maybe they gonna have this erm, instant high pixel, good quality,digital camera

yay! :D

and if you are wondering what is an instant camera, its this~

yes yes yes, damn cool lah! can on the spot print ;DDDDD

weeeee~

but i guess it might be my sudden urge again~ hahahaha!

argh

2010-11-22T22:08:00.003+08:00

Argh.
i lost this honesty i used to have when i blog/post!
and
the carefree feeling too.
i will only come back when i find those back.
you can almost call this a dead blog i guess?
haha! sorry for that :)

INIDDALIFE

2010-10-31T21:38:00.002+08:00

seriously, i have tried to post a post.
but,
i am so lost now that i have nothing much to post.
in fact, i edited this post 3 times.
and i am not sure if i will clear this too.
i need some life and motivations in my life.
argh.

hello

2010-10-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

hello.
exams, i mean end of year exams ended :D
like last week.
woot.
yeah abit lag here xD
anws, tmr i am going back to school after 2 days of marking day
omgosh, and of course,
they should have finished marking
weeeeee!
i hope my results wont be bad -,-"
though i have to admit i didn study much.
but whatever.
its over le mah!
yeah, wish me all the best for tmr T^T
tatas. :)

360th post

2010-09-12T21:58:00.004+08:00

Haha! the 360th post marks the end of my sept holidays

wow.

maybe the 365th will mark the end of eoy? HAHA!

anws, yeah, here to have a short post :]

tomorrow will be the start of my school days, AGAIN.

so boring~!

anws, i certainly hope that i wont post the previous two unplesant post again.

haha!

EOY is near dude,

many people used this week to study and i just you know, slacked like hell.

yes., i never touched a single txbk.

wow.

yeap, i think i am gonna lag behind a lot.

but the week feels too short.

i wonder if i will be in the last day of december holidays in a blink of an eye.

thats cool.

that means EOY is over very soon and,

a new year is starting.

i guess my november and december wont feel like a holiday,

2 weeks is booked for studies,

and 3 weeks booked for cca,

i wonder how am i gonna organise that.

which means i will only be free in dec,

and if i am not wrong the last week of dec is also booked for cca,

which means i have got only 3 weeks to relax,

plus,

i have to spring clean and stuff,

it will most likely leave me only a few weeks off.

tsk!

needa juggle between studies, cca and leisure.

haha! i guess leisure will play its part :)

anws, yeah, thats about it, i guess i wont be posting very frequent.

so yeah, rewarding you guys my facebook profile picture :D

thats all?

tatas!

I had enough ok?

2010-09-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

Yeah, i know after this post i might be one of those or wadever.
(provided that they read my blog which is prolly not? hah!)
anws, i just posting this,
I.HAD.ENOUGH.
well,idk why but i know that somehow,
in a class, it is like impossible to have a 100% bonded class,
even 6L is sort of imperfect? ( but nice anws :])
but seriously, does every class needs to have this stupid problem of alienation?
like alienate is ok, but bullying?

hello, it might not be direct,
but seriously, YOU THINK THAT PERSON IS DENSE OR WAD?
i am not gonna name who, just gonna say in general.
yeah.
so this content is mostly what i am talk about to (fill-in-the-blank) today,
so yeah,
go ahead, i am not hiding anything.
yeap.

so, why do i hate it so much?
seriously, if that person's attitude or something got problem,
at most, you just like ignore and just you know, maintain a distance lah!
issit very difficult?
the fact that you are like indirectly hurting the person is showing that you are so contradicting,
you most likely hate that person for bad attitude etc etc,
but!
why are you getting yourself more involved with that person that you hate so much?
and hello, if you hate that person because you think he/she backstab,betray,offend you.

i would like to ask,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
you are doing something worse than those!
obviously, the fact that you are like "ruining" his/her day means you have some support,
and most likely you spread your bloody influence on them,
AND, you are using your bloody influence to bully someone?
just how bad can you get?
yes, you might say that you are doing good since everyone hated him/her
but,
cant you just be generous and you know, leave it?
the fact that you are sort of taking revenge shows that you are so childish and evil.
and those supporting such actions definitely have no brains. ( more of moral)
( sorry if i offend anyone)

and oh yes,
if you are one of those who do it due to peer pressure,
you are definitely very dense.
didn't you realised that your so called friends are just using you?
using you, and your support to do something bad.
wow.
thats very pathetic?

yes, peer pressure over small things might be fine, but clearly,
when someone ask you,
Hey, will you buy drugs due to peer pressure?
obviously the morally correct answer will be no right?
so, now i change the question abit,
will you bully someone due to peer pressure?
you will answer no too right?
so? WHERE ARE YOUR MORALS?

and oh yes, i am giving you a kind reminder,
that one day, you never know, you might be the one bullied due to peer pressure~! :)
so, i know it is always said and repeated by teachers and stuff, but,
If you dont want things that you dont like to happen to you, dont do that to others.
you never know,
one day you friends might leave you and stuff and you no longer have that peer support.

anws, theres another thing i hate,
i hate it when people disrespect the teachers to a certain extend.
i dont like it,
if its jokingly, or for awhile,
its ok,

but to a 50 plus years old teacher?
Yes, he might be naggy, might be too slow for your pace,
but seriously,
Who help you acheive you A1?
Can you say that you acheive purely on your own smartness?
Can you say that his homework did not help?
Can you say that he did not take the time out to tutor you?
Can you say that he get pissed off at you when you still dunno after several attempts of his teaching?

Just imagine that the teacher is your father,
50 plus years old,
working in the school and being treated like some toy by the students,
if it were me, i would have come all the way down to school and scream at the students!
i will cry when i know that my dad is being ill-treated.
i will slap those ignorant students ( ok, abit violent)
but i will definitely be pissed.
so, please learn to respect?
I admit that i am not perfect, but i definitely know when to stop those jokes.
Put yourself in others' shoes -,-"

Ps. i ahve not state any name so that all those people i mentioned will be protected ( i hope)
also, if you know who they are, please, do not name them, beacuse its sort of sensitive? :)

Ps.s. Yeah, sorry if my recent post are so complain-sive, I hope this will be the last :)
tatas!

Just another post.

2010-08-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hey peepo!
here to tell yous guys that i am alive and kicking? LOL
just to update this blog abit. :]

since theres not much ppl tagging,
i dont have much mood,
anws, got back some of my class test ( which is counted like common test) results,
not so good so far :/
i dont like my results, ( sorry if i offend you arh!)
but anws, it is just another sign that my results are going downhill -,-"
my number of Bs and Cs have be increasing -,-"
luckily there wasnt any Ds yet, but i predict chem and bio :/
i seriously cross my fingers for english,
if i fail i am definitely gonna be at loss :/
i guess i might cry? o.o.
since its so not worth it, to bet your whole 1 year's effort just on one subject -,-"
cant help it man, they are testing on my weakest part, which is summary.
-,-"
life is so unfair.
tsk!

and you know, i just realised my school is so fake.
they cheat our feelings like scammers.
they say that this term,
it is supposed to help us, so they will calculate the class test as the marks.
but you know,
THOSE BLOODY TEACHERS CALCULATE ONLY 1 BLOODY CLASS TEST.
what is the freaking difference?!
they just change the common test name to class test!
-,-"
and somemore, it is supposed to help us right,
yeah right,

does helping us includes,
test during curriculum and lessons continue as per normal afterwards, including ccas?
does helping us includes,
teachers testing us on stuff that we are weakest at? ( eg, summary)
does helping us includes,
only calculating ONE test?
Does helping us includes,
Despite quite a number of ppl fail, still calculate the marks instead of giving them a second chance and having an average?
Does helping us includes,
forcing us to gather at the hall but dont allow us to read our notes when you know we have a test later?
does helping us includes,
putting history and social studies, which is heavy in content together?
does helping us includes,
forcing us to skip ccas as we need time to study?
does helping us includes,
putting two tests in one day and making us unable to focus much in class or remember much later in the afternoon?

does helping us include all those craps?
coz if it does, i dont want your bloody help.
why so harsh?
BECAUSE IT IS NOT AT ALL HELPING AND ITS MAKING THINGS WORSE.

one of it is the time constrain.
you see,our school release at 2.10 right,
usually teacher drag abit and we leave school at around 2.30
then,
2.30 we reach home at about 3.
3 to 3.30 we reach home and eat and bathe.
3.30 we start to feel abit sleepy and nap for 1 hour?
4.30 we wake up and do homework.
5.30 oor 6 we finish homework and eats dinner.
7 we eat finish and starts to study.
3hours of studying huh?

IS 3 FREAKING HOURS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO READ 3 CHAPSTERS OF BIO AND MEMORISE?
IS 3 FREAKING HOURS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND LOGARITHM OR TRIGO?
IS 3 FREAKING HOURS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO MEMORISE BOTH SS AND HISTORY?
IS 3 FREAKING HOURS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO READ 3 CHAPTERS OF CHEM AND 2 CHAPTERS OF POA?
CAN YOU MASTER THE ART OF SUMMARY IN 3 HOURS?
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO CHINESE COMPRE IN 3 HOURS?
oh yes, if you can do it,
next question will be,
will you be able to put all those down on the paper in 50 mins?
yeah right,

i am asking you if you can write 2 history essay in 50 mins?
2 ss essay in 50 mins?
possible,
how about 1 chinese paper in 50 mins?
12 pages of bombed-with-many-question-per-page-and-needs-many-explaining-bio in 50 mins?
about 7 page of also bombed-with-many-confusing-and misleading-qns-chem in 50 mins?
6 long and complicated questions ( one question about 5-6 lines) of trigo and log ( which includes testing of algebra and indices and others) in 50 mins?
8 plus trigo questions in 50 mins?

well i did that, ( not to show off)
but those, i just any how scribble something into it.
i cant even have the time to understand the qns, and you expect me to score well?
oh yeahhhh~ -,-"
and not scoring well, let me guess, THAT is also part of the helping eh?
-,-"

BUT!
very contradictingly, i am gonna end this blog post ( since it is getting long)
with a
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.
REST YOURSELF AND STOP TIRING YOURSELF WITH SETTING TOUGH PAPERS :]
I WILL BE GRATEFUL IF YOU DO SO ;D
JUST ENJOY YOUR DAY~ :D

tatas :]

Open house and 6L mini gathering! loves

2010-07-31T17:26:00.005+08:00

ytd i went to ZHPS open house :3
love it max! :D
coz i get to meet my friends and stuff,
woohooo!

first met up with huiho and went to bpp to get her ears pierced
hahas, her reactions damn funny! XDDD
yeap, and shes like damn scared and yet excited,
she asked many qns xDDDDD
and yeap she bought a pair of earring~
then look at the watch, 4.45 le, about 5!
chionggg to zhps :D

then she went to walk around with her friend
while i walk around to find daphne them
heehee!
saw pris and shiteng first and we went to get ourselves balloons :DDDD
so childish~ hahahahah!
but still happy, WEEHEE!
yeap, i got a box of tissue and 2 notes for free,
the kids there all damn cute LOL!
and THEY ARE MY JUNIORS!~ HEEHEEE!
* smiles like some pervertic person who is about the kidnap the kids LOL*
and met with daryl them,
and walk around,
watch band perform from the top there
and saw zoeyy~
she soft hearted one lah~
HAHA. I KNEW IT! :DDDDDDD

anws, then went to find ran lao shi~
and chit chat with her
and she want us to all treat her drinks! :O
then we all act blur then she boh bian, go buy one herself
then daphne say she wanna treat everyone drink
and went to the drink stall with pathetic $2 to buy drinsk for 7 ppl LOL!
so cute siah her! :D
then i kpo and followed
and the auntie say not possible, she needs more money
so yes, being such a kind soul, i fork out $2 also LOL
yeah, so bought 8 packets of 50 cent drinks for everyone LOL
damn small one XD

then ran lao shi left at about 7 to eat
so we walk around the parade square and support syafiq! (most handsome one arh! XD)
yeaps and saw quite a few of our batch ppl :DDD
then we chit chat and went to fajar,
ate mac, and yeewei came to fajar, then he come in right,
just buy mac and left O.O
like totally so.... ...
anws, we are like making random jokes
and laugh like )(&$#@)
thanks to tan en's influential laughter HAHA! :DDDDDD
love herrr~ and i keep exposing daryl's secrets HAHA!
yeah, so funnnnnnnnn :DDDD

then walk back with daphne, kahwei, and shujun,
we are like singing birthday song to kahwei LOL!
damn belated HAHAHAHA!
then on the way back saw ran lao shi again,
then she shake hands with kahwei as present HAHA!
and we continue singing,
then he is like damn embarrssed by daphne coz she is like singing like drunkard HAHAHA!
then kahwei ran away and daphne chase like siao LOLLOLLOLLOL!
then me and shujun is like laughing like shit HAHAHAHAH!
ok, at least i am laughing like shit xDDDD

anws, yeah,then walk home with daphne and shujun loh,
since he reach home liao LOL
coz we sort of escorted him home lah, so hounored right, i know~ XDDD
yeah, all in all, this is a nice meet up and cant wait for chalet *hintskahwei*
yay~! :D
thats all, tatas!! :D

p.s. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAHWEI!
KIWI~ ^^v!

Shopping day

2010-07-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

yay!
today is a happy day
where i went out with my family to spam shop for tibits LOL
yeaps, went to sheng siong to buy lots of cheap cheap tibits for storage xD
today mama very happy and very generous~!
she bought 2 shirts for herself and its like 20 bucks each? o.o

why?
lols, coz my dad won 4D :D
not a huge sum but yeah, enough for her to buy stuff for us :DDD
and we are like those easily satisfied kind, food is enough XD
yeapp~

while shopping my dad is like saying,
today your mum very generous hor?
then we are like oh yah hor, why arh?
then my mum whisper
" coz your dad won some 4D money~"
then i was like
" PAPA! SHE GONNE USE YOUR MONEY TO PAYYYYYYY!"
then my dad
O_O.... no wonder she so kind, use my money -,-"
then my mama say
" his money is my money!"
then i continue,
and your money is still your money xDDD"

yeaps, so went sheng siong, spend about 100 plus? :P
then went to plaza to spam daiso~
but mama very tired liao, nvr buy much, only buy some flowering pots and stuff.
but still bought bubbletea and other random stuff to eat :P
initally wanted to go TS spam dvds one, but not much time left,
papa only set like 1 hour for plaza de coupon,
soooo~ bobian, have to go back ):

came home and help mama organise the clothes that we like cleared from our cupboard
xDD
all new one siah,
when we like take out everything and look at it one by one,
we are like
OMT, this exist?!?! LOL
or like, o.o... i think i only wear it once...
LOL.
ok, damn waste right?
so we gave the clothes to my uncle's maid who is going back
and erm some totally new ones to my cousins.
yeap.
so i spend most of my time doing those stuff,
then just chionged my hmks and here to blog :D
yay~
thats all, tatas! :D

WEEHEE

2010-07-20T16:52:00.002+08:00

heehee!
changed my songs :DDD
ok, first song is the flag song, for fifa world cup
seriously addictive :]
weehees, esp when your class is like singing it lah,
HAHAHAH.

maybe one day when the teacher come in then we will chant
OoooWooooOhhh xDDD
and somemore now got the singapore flood version
WOOT! XDDDDD
i guess i am like influenced by jieming liao -,-"
FAIL.
but i find that i am like freaking lag,
he have been like singing that since the world cup started HAHA.
psps arh~ :P

anws, all of a sudden miss my disney world,
so yeap, moved them up :D
who ask miss xie to make us watch beauty and the beast for english! :P

anws, seriously, the flag song is better than the oh yeah oh yeah one lah :/
tsk.
i just cant get myself to addict to it -,-"
anws, just here to post, since i am released earlier due to o'lvl :D
weehees, next year will be us. BOOOOOHOOOOOO.
anws, heres the lyric..

Ooooooh Wooooooh
Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher

See the champions, take the field now, you define us, make us feel proud

In the streets are, exaliftin , as we lose our inhabition,

Celebration its around us, every nation, all around us
Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun

Lets rejoice in the beautiful game.

And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes back
When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedomJust like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes
Oooooooooooooh woooooooooohh hohoho

Give you freedom, give you fire, give you reason, take you higher

See the champions, take the field now, you define us, make us feel proud

In the streets are, exaliftin, every loser in ambition,

Celebration, its around us, every nations, all around us
Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun

Lets rejoice in the beautiful game.

And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes backAnd then it goes back

And then it goes back
When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes
Wooooooooo Ohohohoooooooo ! OOOoooooh Wooooooooo

WE ALL SAY !

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom

Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes backAnd then it goes back

And then it goes back
When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedomJust like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back

And then it goes
Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singinit

Wooooooooo ohohohoooooo

And we are all singin it

YAY!

anws, SHOULD I PUT IT AS MY VIDEO PRESENTATION SONG? :D

omtomtomtomtomt~ XD

yeaps, randommm~

weeheees :3

...

2010-07-18T15:26:00.002+08:00

sian..
i feel so useless -,-"
i am just a coward.
......

Interclass game

2010-07-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

hmm, today had interclass game,
lols, lost, with a pathetic Z-E-R-O
HAHAHAH!
well, good experience? o.o
seirously, once you played its like you seriously get into it,
so i stayed and watch till the last match
haha,
though xinting left half way without me and leaving me there like totally left out,
but yeah, i stayed
uh huh,
i guess not everyone is happy, esp about the judging yes? * winks*
but its just a game,
if that person needs to cheat or like needs "poor judgement" to win,
its like totally, ahem, not very professional? o.o

anws, lost our first game,
so after one game, we didn play anymore -,-"
and i suck big time,
sorry mates! T^T
seriously, i swear i didn know i am standing on the freaking red line
and i didn know i cant stand on red line with a ball!
so its like
* someone pass the ball to me*, lol,
since you know, i guess i am so noob that no one bothered to block me HAHA!
ok, yeah, so i hold onto the ball,
and there its goes this freaking whistle!
and i was like holding the ball, with those O.O expression,
and saying SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!
* shakes around and dunno if i have to pass it or something*
LOL
FAIL.
and yeah, i guess everyone had some laughs LOL!
this is total fail, esp my reaction -,-"
why cant the fate make my once and only appearance in the game
like not so noob looking wth! D:

argh, putting that aside,
the rest of the matches carried on lah, and seriously, the guys play rough man!
:SSSSS
hope none of them are seriously injured :/
you know after th game have still be friends mah,
oh yes, in the game me and xiaoqi is like
lol, totally not much those rivalry atmosphere arh, see!
so friendly! :D
:DDDDD
and yes, i some how shook hands with someone i barely talked to O.O
i guess thats wad game seriously is lah, you know having fun and making friends
awww~
but i guess the negative feeling of my noob-ness in this game
will make me run away from interclass games for sometime... -,-"

and, tmr is friday! yay!
but i heard that we have 2.4
damn, i wish it rains,
i seriously hate 2.4
sucks like shit.
i always fails,
running just issnt in my nature,
idk why 1.6 is fine, but not 2.4
tsk.
DAMN YOU 2.4!
roar! D:
oh yes, zhiting is coming to my house tmr to make movie,
haha,
hope we can complete in time -,-"
tatas.

random post~ :D

2010-07-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

as you can see from the title, this is a random post

WEEHEE!

anws, the green thing looks familiar? :DDD

its exactly like the one shin chan eats!

weehee!

got it from daiso longggg ago..

but i am too lazy to post,

and i guess i will not be active here till i am having a holiday

hahahahah!

or a good mood,

or mentally unstable :D

like now?

O.O

ok, thats all tatas! :]

this a short and random post! :D

Thinking about it...(crappiest post eva LOL)

2010-06-24T19:50:00.003+08:00

thinking about it, i realised many stuff,
i realised that i might be playing as a part 1 for the last time.
i realised that the songs i will play at syf will be my last song,
i realised, though i might not really enjoy the stress from cca,
but after syf, i think i might miss it afterall.

i realised that actually i might actually like school afterall, (not the study part, obviously)
where i meet these awesome friends, and yeah cca, and stuff,
and in like 1 and a half more years, i might miss them afterall,
and i realised that i dont want 6L to be divided (ok, i know this all the time)
and i want to stay in contact with these bunch of awesome friends from there too.

i realised maybe its time for me to study hard, ( ok, i think only after like eoy? LOL)
i realised that getting As now, or in the past, is nothing,
its the o'lvl that counts, (ok, i realised this part too, thats why i didn study much :P)
i realised that if i want to learn something now, i better start early before my bone breaks (laughs)
i realised that i am in fact wasting lots of time on computer! (ok, fact. but lets call it leisure, and i dont think i will kick that habit :P)
i realised i am contradicting myself alot here.. o.o..
but wadever. its good i finally use my rusty brain to think of something ok?
i realised that i want to really put in everything for syf since its my last. ( try?)

and lastly,
i realised my life is gonna suck. ( -,-")

seriously, juggling between studies and cca?
let me categorise it properly,
for studies, it includes like 9 sub,
and for cca, it includes, your skill, leadership, and brain.
so in total theres like 12 section right?
but let me add on,
those includes time and effort
and if time = money, then it includes money too (craps xD)
so it makes 3 more sections and adding up to 15.
also, when it comes to time and money, you have others to plan,

eg,
for time, you need to plan, think, and organise.
for effort, you need, energy, patience, and brain.
ok, brain is repeated so i count that as 5.
which now adds up as 20.
like hello, humans are major multi-task complex ppl man!
for students there are 20 categories,
omt.

and oh yes, most ppl cant multi task well,
though there is a saying that women are better at multi task?
but we are humans, 20 is getting out of the range, my tian.
so, once you mess up,
you screwed up. ( yay! *twist*)
and your life becomes sucky :}

as for those who have bgr, bless you man!
you have got like more than 20 categories!
weeheee!
hahas, totally random and crappish post,
if you bothered reading till here,
you surely have failed your management,
why?
coz you wasted your precious time here!
HAHA! caught you~!
and thatz so lame. xD
ok, tatas

P.s, and i realised i fail my management too,
i wasted my time here to blog about those craps LOL
let me guess,
you are thinking that i am seriously thinking at the first part of the post right,
which is true. i did, and as i said, its too rusty... ( my brain).
tsk.

p.s.s, and dont trust any words from here,
esp about the multi task part, ( but i find it quite true leh..)
however, just in case i mislead you guys and you end up crying to me, i say again,
THIS POST IS FULL OF CRAPS!
woohoo~ :D

hey..

2010-06-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

hey.. peeps.
just had a chat with some 6L girls, including
jo, cherie, zoey, and daphne
about everything, or mostly on schools
xD
well, miss them lah!
TT^TT
i miss 6L all of a sudden, where i have no stress,
and nothing to worry about.
sian, i hope ppl will go for the 6L chalet coming up in dec or nov,
i know its early to talk about this now,
but i seriously want to see everyone man!
)))))))))))))))))))':
argh. but of course, i will put up with this unfair world.
tsk.

ps, sorry, i think i wont post about the taiwan trip,
too lazy and i think i forgot most of it. haha,
stm? :P

Happy birthday to meee :D

2010-06-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

yay!
today is my birthday! :D
and also ronnie's -,-"
happy birthday ronnie!

anws, nothing much today,
only yuting that kind soul bother to visit me and pass me my present D:
the rest all anyhow cheat my feelings at taiwan LOL
anws,
after a trip to taiwan makes me feel that time is like flying
wth,
so not fair!

i needa do hmk, upload pictureS,
read my mangaS
watch my animeS
play my gameS
and of course blog lah,
so i think i am gonna blog about taiwan trip soon?
be4 i forget about it XDD

ok, yeah, nothing much,
waiting for my sis to come back from work with my cake :D
yummy~
dunno what flavour she is gonna buy :D
ok, thats all, tatas!

ps, thanks for those who wished me happy birthday at facebook or in person or wadver way! :D
it makes my day :D
oh yes, thank you yuting for giving me that bear! ;D
i have been playing it for about 30 mins LOL!
trying to record something nice into it :D
anws, thanks! :DDD

p.s.s.
i cant believe my mum thought tomorrow is 10th -,-"
and oh yes, i might go out with my sister to catch a movie! :D

Last post be4 i go taiwann~

2010-06-02T07:23:00.002+08:00

Hey people!
about 30 more mins be4 i leave my home sweet home for school to go airport to taiwan.
hahs, very long and complicated hor?
nvm, you dont needa understand that,
anws,

I WONT BE AVALIABLE FROM 2JUNE TO 7 JUNE!
SO, BY THE TIME I FREAKING COME BACK,
YOU BETTER HAVE A 6L OUTING! LOL!
* LOOKS AT DAPHNE* XDDD
ANWS, IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHY AM I CAPSING AND TYPING SO BIG,
COZ ITS FREAKING MORNING AND I BET YOUR EYES WASNT UP YET.
WEEHEE!
DONT MISS ME! :D
TATA!

Before i go taiwan..~

2010-06-01T19:52:00.003+08:00

Cool man, time sure flies,
tmr, i will be flying to taiwan,
weehees~
and there my dad goes nagging,
saying that i have to sleep early,
my mum saying what to bring, what not to buy,
my sisters, best, they are laughing at how idiotically i am packing LOL.
FAIL.

i am damn disorganised and messed up,
since they are talking to me while i pack,
then i keep forgetting! omt.
anws, from the above, you will be like,
AWW, what a loving and caring family!
but hello,
in fact they look forward to my departure ):
i was like,

ME: " aww, so sweet, you gonna miss me over the 6 days?"
SIS: "nope, i am gonna party. FINALLY, theres peace, F.I.N.A.L.L.Y!"
ME:"so you not gonna miss me?"
SIS: " Nope" *smiles*" in fact i will enjoy the peace!"
ME: -,-! then you better enjoy it fully, i will be back after 6 days. WATCH OUT! RAWR!

yeap, and they keep telling me not to buy useless stuff,
and they say the 400 bucks is for me to eat -,-"
its either i am pictured as a luxurious eater, or a pig -,-""
FAIL.

anws, i am gonna spam pictures :D
weeeheee!
and thats after i am back, and i am in the mood. xD
those who want me to buy you a gift,
can! lick my shoe. LOL
hahas! jk lah, lets see if i will rmb anot :)

sian, tmr seemed so far, yet so near :/
i am still not digesting the fact that i am flying tmr (laughs)
ok, edit my sentence,
i am still not digesting the fact that i am flying to taiwan tmr :D
weeeeee~ * do the flying action* LOL!
ok, abit retard -,-"
nvm, thats all, tatas!

GMH

2010-05-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

i am currently addicted to the GMH stories :]

they are just soooo sweet :D

ok, heres some~

1. 3 days ago,

my best friend died.

2 days ago,

I found that she was an organ donor.

1 day ago,

I heard that a nine year old boy now had her heart.

Today, I met that nine year old boy.

He told me that because he had my best friend's heart, he'd be my best friend now.

My best friend and him GMH.

2. The only present I can ever remember crying over,

was when my 5 year old daughter bought me a mirror with a note taped to it:

"So Mommy can always see how beautiful she is!"

As someone who has struggled all her life with low self-esteem, her love GMH.

3. My best friend died in a car accident on his way to deliver me soup for my cold.

Found in the car was also a bouquet of flowers and a card that read:

"We've been best friends for the last 5 years. Now, let's be lovers for the next 50."

Unforgettable LGMH

4. I am a third grade teacher.

Most kids come in with notes or messages written by their mothers in their lunch sacks.

One little girl's dad left, and her mother abuses drugs.

But her 12 year old brother never fails to write "I love you" on her brown paper bag.

He GMH.

5. A little girl was dying of cancer and her younger brother had a match for the bone marrow she needed.

The doctors told him it was a matter of life and death.

After he had the surgery, he asked the doctors how long he had to live.

He thought if he gave his bone marrow to let his sister live he would die but he did it anyway.

GMH

*****

its all so good right? :3

i picked those that are not so common in fb, where many ppl join xD

love the stories, so short, so sweet, so inspiring :)

anws, today i went to the kindergarten near by to do CIP.

they are suuuper cute and sweet! :D

and shiyang's nephew was in my class~ :D

enjoy playing with them loh! :)

oh yes, they even gave us hugs when we are about to leave leh! :3

kawaiiiiiiiii~ :3

even though its our first and last time seeing each other,

but its still very nice of them :]

so are the teachers there~~

i think me and shiyang got the most bargain, we get drinks,

and was offered puffs, and we even get the chance to eat with the kids :D

including their starfruit

:DDDDD

they are just #*@)(#&*)@#_)! cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :3

one of the girls even let me play with her doll :D

omtomtomtomt~~~~

* flooding with memories of the kids*

okok, thats all~

tatas!

Wad a dayy~

2010-05-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

Mr seet started the day with his long long speech about life, death and marriage :/
well, and he sort of hired a crew to film us,
for the 10th anniversary
* rolls eyes*
the days went well, INITIALLY.
until history lesson,
wth, mr siva nvr come,
so, our class was sooo fortunate that we are choosen to be filmed -,-"

so, we are like supposed to run along the corridor,
did about 3 takes?
and while we run, we are supposed to look happy
:/
i doubt i smile~
i must be giving those
of-all-things-WHY-RUN?!-kinda-look
pretty unglam,

then we have to go down to the pond there to film -,-"
we took lift with the crew and suffered a death stare from the discipline mistress x.x
and she was also scolding a group of people who happened to take the lift be4 us o.o
but heng heng, we are with the cameraman~ :DD
* innocent look*
xD
then went to the pond,
me and zoey's position is to squad beside the pond
and look interested in the freaking pond,
ok, i didn mind that,
but...
WHY DO WE HAVE TO FREAKING RUN AGAIN?!

omt, this is worst, coz its recess time for the junior,
so theres many ppl walking by to the canteen,
then for every person not involved being filmed,
we have to do a re-take -,-"
so we ran like siao lah!
then me and zoey was like at the pond, smiling, and saying:
" hey, look at the freaking fish."
"look at the god damn leaf"
"look at the bloody pond"
then we anyhow point here and there
but the best part is,
i heard that the cameraman keep taking us -,-?!
seriously,
if they read our mouths we are most likely scolding vulgarities LOL!

then we climbed all the way up 6 floors to take our bag
and went down to 5th floor for bio,
then here comes the god damn fire drill.
so, we have to leave our stuff,
and walk all the way down to the field on the first floor
and stand in the buggy and muddy field.
ok, then,
after the fire drill,
we have to climb all the way up to the 5th floor to take our bag and climb all the way down for our lunch.
weehees,
wad a day~ almost like a 2.4 in disguise -,-"

after school, TAIWAN BREIFING!
yeah, it makes me feel that the trip is near!
and in fact it is,
but well~
lalala~ i am gonna slowly, start to packkkk~!!
:DDDDDDD
ok, end of story, but i hope we wont diu lian in taiwan -,-"
esp when we play the songs
omt, bless us xD
ok, thats all, tatas!

EEE- learning dayy!

2010-05-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

its EEE- learning day! xD
yes!
the best feeling ever!
esp when your parent and sister,
are looking at you sleep in the nice cold weather when they have to work!
heeeheeeheeee! :D
i am just that evil,
anws, tmr got school :/
dunno wad to bring lehhh~
and and and dunno if we will get back results anot :/
sian,
* pray hard*

hahas, i have got plans for todayy~
1) i watch 3 episodes of pokemon ( still rewatching in process)
2) i play guzheng, while letting ym com rest
3) watch pokemon again! :D
nice plan hor?
the total slack dao bu xing plan! :DDDDD
weehees, i go bathe and proceed with my plan liaoo~~
byes! :D

Yeah!

2010-05-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

woosh!
this week is damn long,
but, tmr will be my last exam!
weee!
:DDDDD
TMR I WILL BE ONE OF THOSE QIAN BIAN PPL WHO SAYS I FINISHED MYE :DDD!
heeeheees!
:DDD

anws, i heard that the results are bad,
esp for maths :/
both A and E maths
well, all i can say is that i tried :/
but the qns cheated my 7 marks
which is a chop chop because i simply left blanks
-,-"
which is not really what i want you know?! D:
but its like freaking linked,
and i cant find the first and thats it for the rest
-,-"
how am i supposed to know that the triangles are freaking similar when it is not stated?!
i thought teachers always tell us not to assume?!
D:
eeks.

anws, as for bio and chem, its so-so,
pray for the best!~~
but tmr is POA.
well, i can say that i am betting my A1 on that sub :/
i hope it wont be surprisingly hard like maths -,-"

anws, all the best to those who haven finish your MYEs,
which i think most did,
but just let me be happier and let me show-off abit mah!

oh yes,
happy belated mother's day to all mothers! :]
this year we didn celebrate coz mama say she dont want ):
so yeap, no pictures~ xD
psps~

I CANT WAIT FOR THE TAIWAN TRIPP! :DDDDDDDDDDD
yes yes yes! :DDDD
and my holiday plans!
woots!
get jealous peeps! XDD
anws, is 6L having outingSSS? D:
just randomly end my post with a randomly bombed qns bah!
tatas! :D

Examxz!

2010-05-08T14:27:00.002+08:00

decied to drop by for a post since my sister is bathing :D
hees!
anws, last week and this week and next week is exam week,
but i cleared

english,
mother tongue,
history,
and ss

how issit so far?
haha!
i forgot about the first 2,
but anws, i screwed my history and ss,
i didn write finish my history :/
i completed my ss with each factor that only have 2-3 lines of elaboration :/
well, i dont think i will score well~~
xD
wadever, wont tha make mr siva very happy?
afterall his aim is to fail us -,-"
so yeah,
your wish granted,
happy?
lalalalala~~

anws, went to eat with zoey on friday,
well, all i can say is that,
we are damn unglam and i am not gonna eat cheese for awhile Dx
and zoey i am not gonna blog about the
wad-you-did-before-you-enter-the-toilet-thingy leh!
:DDDDDD
anws, shes out, and off i goooo~
tatas!

Crap man!

2010-05-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

ok, this is like totaly crappish
i haven start on my homework,
i haven finish my homework ( obvious, since i haven start)
and worst,
i have 2 nerve-wrecking exams coming up!
ewwwww

"nerve-wrecking" is definitely the right word,
like hello,
IT IS THE BLOODY HISTORY AND BLOODY SS ON THE SAME BLOODY DAY.
wth,
i bet my school is a sadist at heart,
and soul
and wants to see us,
you know, lying on the table and praying for our lives
omt.
S.A.D.I.S.T.

ok, so i am gonna chiong till midnight tonight,
and complete
erm,
most of my hmk,
EXCEPT.
history essay.
HAHA!

it is so gonna take my lifetime writing that crap man.
thougth i just copy but my freaking hand will rot
and my concentration issnt very good you know.
one sentence and off i go walking in the kitchen, staring at the wall,
kicking the wall, singing to myself,sleeping,reading a book,
and the worst thing to do,

ON MY COMPUTER.
omt,
and that will take away my attention for hours man!
and i am gonna sit there and see the clock turning 10pm
and yawn and sleep ,
WITHOUT REVISING.
ok, i can totally predict this~
HAHA!
* mental preparations*

hahas, now all i need is luck and hopefully mental focus,
which i think i wont get,
you shd just see man,
i cant stay at the freaking study table for more than 15 mins!
i read the qns,
i take out my book,
i read my book,
i yawn,
i thought of going for a wash,
and i see the bed,
and i jump!
and ...sleep :]
thats my daily routine
damn.
D:
i need more self-control dudeeeee! D:
ok, tatas! :D

yoshhh!

2010-04-25T21:30:00.003+08:00

hello peeps,
i am getting so stressed up these days ):
exams are near and so is the camp(s)
-,-"
you know wad?
our form teacher just happily came in one fine day,
and say that those who didn go for the vietnam trip,
will have to go for the sec 1 camp!
wth,
and best part,
on that very same day,
she booked the tickets,
which means i dont even have the time to seek or ask my parents
wth,
so yeah,
i ended up not going for vietnam trip,
AND,
have to go for the stupid sec1 camp,
which i think also have to pay -,-"
life sucks,

and i dont think that we could be excused without a very good reason,
at the most,
i will write a parent letter,
going to sec 1 camp is like, so boring?
and somemore we are there to be leaders,
and shdnt that be the SCs?

hello, the SCs get to go for the werribee trip,
and they only have to pay 200 bucks,
and , they get to go vietnam,
and they get to go OBS too,
see!
is that fair?

we are merely asking to go taiwan,
cant they just close their bloody eyes and let us be happy for once?!
i cant go OBS coz of my taiwan trip,( school dont allow -,-)
i cant go vietnam coz of my taiwan trip, ( lack of money)
so,
i dunno why, i get this feeling that if i say so,
they will smile and say,
since it is such a trouble, why not cancel it?
hah.

just tell us you wanna save your bloody money man -,-"
sian,sian sian sian sian!!!!!!!!!!!
walaoooooooo
-.-"
seriously, i hate this situation -,-.
bye.

heyyy!

2010-04-20T19:06:00.003+08:00

ok, exams are near,
damn.
tmr i got a very very busy day,
see arh, my schdule is,
7.30- 2.10, normal lessons,
2.10 - 2.30/45, Lunch break
2.45-3.45, History remidial
3.45-4.45, SS remidial
4.45-6- Guzheng

omt, totally exhausting?!
( i think i have mentioned this be4, but)
you know even though our school say that they will cancel the 3.35 dismissal time
and change it to 2.10 daily,
they bloody give the teachers the authority to give us remidials till 5 plus!
thats oh-so-kind of them,
pfft,
and you know our principal say that our remidials is top priority,
seriously,
CCA IS ALSO VERY IMPORTANT OK?!

walao, you want us to get gold right?
then wad the hell are you doing?!
*rolls eyes*
you know i am so freaking stressed up?!
coz coz coz, to prepare or exams,
tmr will be like the last guzheng prac be4 we go taiwan?!
wth,
and we got like 4 pages not done yet,
seriously, DO YOU THINK WE ARE GENIUSES?!
we cant learn those 4 bloody pages without pracs!
and there you are,giving us so many bullshits,
grrrrrr,
so pissed!

anws, random,
The seeds which i picked,
GREWWWWWW! :DDDDDDD
yay~!
in few weeks time we will have nice watermelons to eat! :DDD
it started with a random experiment,
my mum say my watermelon wont grow, but it grewww!
so coming next up will be strawberries! :DDDD
heeeheees! :DDDD
ok, thats totally random from my post above LOL!
yeaps,
tatas!

fire fire!

2010-04-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

bet you guys are curious about the title,
but be4 that i need post something first,
i need to confess ):

today i witness something very injustice and against morale
yeah, sucks, though i didn do it,
but witnessing it is enough. omg,
sorry i cant post about it, but yeah,
just typing it out, you can ask me personally or over msn or something,
yeaps,

but seriously, i dont find it necessary,
its like totally, inhumane.
yeah, arghhhhhhh
its for study purpose, and for curious purpose and stuff,,
it is like seriously not that necessary,
yes it maybe a once in a lifetime chance,
but somehow, i cant bring myself to do it,
seeing it is cruel enough.
and worst, i dont get it why some people enjoy it -.-
***

on the other hand, back to my title,
yeap, today there is a REAL fire alarm,
yeah, seriously, my 6 years in zhenghua,
never had a chance to witness one you know?
but 3 years in westspring?
tadaaaaaa~

yeah i think the fire started due to overheating of air-condition,
and somemore, the room is beside the principal's office!
hahas, luckily the principal is not there eh? xD
and when we heard the alarm and annoucement,
we are like in the middle of something,
and we just left our stuff in the lab and ran to the lobby area,
and seirously, when we reach there right,
our class are the only ones who didn bring our stuff,
LOL?
didn the fire drills always tell us to leave our stuff there?!
and no one did?! LOL!
even teachers are carrying their stuff and scrambling out
LOL!

and yeah, everyone was soon sent home and only left our class -,-"
so we have to send the guys to carry our stuff
hahas! thnx yongming,daryl,khairin,chase and ronnie!
and you know their comment?
NEXT TIME DONT BRING SO MANY STUFF!
LOL!!!!!!!!
nice 1 xDDD

anws, this fire made us do lots of new stuff,
like,,
sitting there as a class and chit chatting like aunties ( ok, we do that everyday)
going home together as a big group,
saying thank yous to the guys ( who dont behave so gentleman-ly usually)
coming up with crazy reasons on not doing homework,
and getting to know ppl better~
:DDDDDD
to all in all, the fire alarm did have some nice part xD
yeaps, thats all,
tatas!

Bimbo's absence! LOL

2010-04-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

lols, yes, as the title said,
today bimbo is absent,
awww,
she got a fever xD
hope shes fine~~ :D

i am like soo totally kind today?
i helped her copy her notes, which shd be copied by herself,
and helped her keep her hmk,
see! omt, totally unlike how she treat me when i am absent
D:

anws, today when she is absent
yong ming is like totally damn happy LOL!
you shd look at his face! HAHA!
he is saying like;" OH FINALLY PEACE AND QUIET!"
LOL!
and so am i! :]
then diyuan came in -,-
and he moved to bimbo's place
coz the sunlight is getting on his nerves or something
-,-"
jialat, it makes no diff!

and in fact i have to copy, and pass to him,
and copy carissa's notes
omt, so tiring~~~! ):
anws, if you dunno, i have to pass to him coz his specs is spoilt,
( seriously, when is he gonna get his new specs?!)
and yeap,
passed english and others,
omt, maths,
torture,
he is totally showing off his tuition skills!
argh!
i am like so freaking confused !
coz i was busy copying two notes,( credits to bimbo? LOL)
and one and only good point,
he uses his tuition skills to teach me.
ok, thnx~
but its only because i forgot how to complete the square ok?
not i dunno! xD

anws, then mt, weehees,
then POA,
sucks -,-"
diyuan and jieming both went for some ASEAN stuff,
so they dunno how to do the quiz,
and yongming refuse to change place with diyuan !
i cant cheatttt! DDDD:
argh,
so i have to bang my head on the desk and try my luck,
LOL,
no luck~
i got all the qns wrong
LOL!
at least i am honest!
but i cant even cheat!
diyuan dunno how to do,
and jieming gave up
-,-"
no one to copy
tootttttttt~

but heng heng today got cher,
but when we check answers,
LOL, both dont match,
then asked xinyi and jinpei,
then realised that we are BOTH wrong!
LOL! FAILLLLLLLL~
hahas!

overall, its a peaceful day,
but tiring too, i hate copying extra notes~~ ):
but heng bimbo say she gonna be back tmr~!!! :D
my peaceful day is gone~~ hahas!
and seriously, i cant believe i spoke to her for 2 hours!
i am gonna be bimbo-ish! LOL!
and you know she replied what?
she said: " Oh no, i am gonna be smart!"
LOLLOLLOLLOL!
nice 1! xDDDD
ok, tatas!
just marking her absence down you know,
ITS RARE!!!!!!! LOL
ok, byes! ;D

Monday tmr! >:

2010-04-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

sian, tmr is monday,
hahas, anws, i realised i haven been posting actively :D
*claps*
i am now busy with,
homework
exams, and studies
like hell that would be true
LOL,
i am currently busy with fb,mangas,dramas,movies,
and daydreams
-,-"

seriously you wont want to know how i spend my sat,
i daydream-ed for almost the whole afternoon!
omt,
such a nice thing to do!
LOL,
like hello, its not everyday you get to sit there and stare into space!
ok, though i do that at school,
but its different mah!

so yes,
i only start to chiong my hmk at night
-,-"
and i only managed to finish chinese compo, SS inference on sat
like wth,
so today i very no life,
i spend the whole afternoon doing ss essay and history essay
and typing the english speech which i gave up ( temptation of using a computer)
awww~
so yeap, no life~
so no life = nothing to blog = no posts
aww~

anws, my taiwan trip is settled!
i am only going for the taiwan trip!
not going for vietnam~!
which i gave up happily coz almost all guzheng members also not going! :P
and my edusave also no money liao~
-,-"
i pay 600 bucks myself leh,
you know i thought my mom so kind, paying for me,
then she say " na, use this acc to deduct"
then i go read the cover,
wth,
MY NAMEEEE! T^T

but my sister very kind~!
she help me pay 400 bucks!
omt, I.LOVE.HER.!!!!!
LOL, like my mom said, i am totally practical :D
no money no talk eh?
xDDDD
hahas, ok,
tatas!

SIAN.

2010-04-06T20:01:00.002+08:00

sian,
this is like so sucky -,-
today got the oversea trip de form, for cca,
980 bucks
omt,
i discussed this with my parents ytd,
and they say if not subsidised by half, they are so not gonna let me go,
yeap, its not by half,
and its 980,
wow.
how nice of them to make it 20 bucks away from 1000?
hah.

and i only got like around 1000 in my edusave?
since luckily the govt added 400 in recently,
yeah
so, i got enough money right?
but heres the prob,
i still need to go for my vietnam trip,
and my parents are giving me this attitude that if i dont have enough money in my edusave,
NO GO.
yeah, thats how sucky it is,

apparently i wanted to go for both since one is class and one is cca,
the class will boost my cip and the cca is wad i shd get since i went for syf,
and yes,
i will have to give up one,
which is soo sucky!
i dont want to miss any of it,
and of course, i got scolded, being greedy and stuff,
i wasnt even sure if i can opt out of the class one!
hmph,
and when i say i choose taiwan, they are like
O.O!!!
totally not supportive of it,

omt lah, you know dap's overseas trip is like 3000?
and mine is like about HALF
but daphne got the support of her parents and mine dont

and i cant apply for FAS
since my house's gross income have wayyyyyy exceeded the limit,
and qns about why i am still not able to pay?
good qns,
how to pay when most of your gross income is being sucked up by college fees?
yeah right, it cant be THAT ex,
you try paying for TWO.
and theres medical,electrical and utility bill leh?
wth,
this is like totally unfair.
life sucks.

oh yes, adding on,
i am suppsed to submit the form ASAP since its on first come first serve basics,
tada, the perfect screwed up life.
ARGH.

2nd April

2010-04-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

hahas, my blog is like to dead,
i am too lazy to reply the tags :/
but i am definitely reading them ok?!
hmm, maybe i will start replying soon xD

anws, hmm,
idk wad to post,
i just recovered from a fever ~~
thnx for all those sweet hearts that are worried! :DDDD
you can still get my cough as a gift LOL

anws, yeap, changed seating arrangement
LOL, and i am still sitting beside bimbo
HAHAH!
so we are like the most noisy pair,
since you know we are tooo "familarised"
xDDD
the rest of the ppl like still very quiet :/
and best, infront of me is xinyi and cher,
LOL,
dont even needa familarise ourselves at all,
HAHA!
yeah yeah~
gt jealous ppl~! :D

anws, for good friday didn have much hmk,
i left oneeee!
which is chinese corrections
which i only have to copy the whole essay again
since my format wrong -,-"
yeap, other than that i am doneeee! :DDDD
weehees!
so freee~
i am so gonna play my ds :D

anws, i saw this " make malaysia clean, throw rubbish into singapore"
group on fb through stomp.com
like wth?
and you shd read their comments,
all of them were saying that we were just a little red dot -,-
and that we rely on them to survive,
like hello, we have NEWater and it makes us totally able to survive with their supply ok?
and this humble little red dot is hosting the YOG, like it or not
:PPPPPP

omt, hope i am not too offensive :/
but those are facts~~ :DD
haha~~
tatas!

haohan's party (LOL)

2010-03-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

Post number 333! :DDD!
ok, here to save this post for haohan's party :/
i get this feeling that it wont be posted -,-"
nvm, i still try, :D
anws, today we met at 1.30
but me and dap, only boarded the lrt at like 1.35?
XD
ok, damn late~
whoops~ :D

and on the Lrt,
dap and daryl is like, looking at this yellow shirt guy,
holding and reading the newspaper,
then i was like thinking,
" ok, maybe something on the news paper caught their eyes..."
then shaina called dap,
and she like say, ok, so everyone is there alrdy?
ok, zhiwei is with us,
yeah, on the lrt and stuff,
then i was like
WTH?! ZHIWEI WITH US MEH?!
LOL,
i didn even noticed,
then daryl and dap is like pointing at the yellow guy again,
omgosh, i didn regconise him siah!
pffts!
HAHA! so embrassing~ * do the aunty lucy's action*
xD

hahs, and we reached lot 1, safe and sound,
and headed to the roof garden to wirte the stuff for haohan's "surprise" present,
yeah,
dunno if he noticed it anot
LOL!
and we just basically slack there, and chose our movie,
its some Pandora's box movie,
LOL, when its like showing right,
the moment it started, me and hwaimun were like giggling LOL!
hahs! its like dunno why xD

and oh yes, we bought combo 3,
the largest combo, and guess wad?
we are like sitting, from left to right,
me, hwaimun, haohan,zhiwe, twins, and i cant see the rest, but shd be kahwei, daryl/dap
yeah,
you see!
me and hwaimun so lonely~
and we were the ones holding the combo 3 mah,
so we passed the popcorn right,
and it got stucked at zhiwei's seat most of the time -,-"
see lah, they nvr buy the popcorn, then still eat our pop corn! D:
bunch of cheaters LOL!

yeah, anws, back to the movie,
its not bad, very funny xD
but its like kindda senseless
hahs!
yeah, but not bad lah xD
anws, then after that we went out side and watched the Guitar heroes compeitition,

yeah,
and wasted lots of time waiting for ppl to come and go and come and go,
right? * talking to zhiwei and gang*
then after that we took photo ( group one )
bet those who didn go are jealous~ :P
anws, yeah, and they went arcading
:/

so girls went to eat and haohan is the most gentleman or them all,
woots,
and of course kahwei too, whom followed him :D
anws, yeah, we just told haohan we ( the girls) wanna take photo with him,
and he gladly( let me assume), followed,
yeap, and took photos
and awkwardly ended the outing/party etc
yeah
hahas!

and girl ate tgt ( see lah, we so bonded!)
and we chit chat and went home tgt ( see! so bonded again!)
hahas!
yeap, end of story,

anws, its a nice party, LOL,
very 6L-ish?
-,-" you know our pattern lah hor? xDDDD
total random~ XDDDDD
anws, yeap,
tatas!

:]

2010-03-13T20:11:00.003+08:00

ITS MARCH HOLIDAY!
though i got a bunch of hmk,
and have to go back for 3 days,
but its still a HOLIDAY! :D

wahahas,
but i shall show off abit,
i finished,
Chinese Online Chapters!
Chinese Newspaper Reflection!
Amaths wksht! ( though i only know how to do qns 2, but i tried ok?!)
Chem Worksheets!
SS inference!
YAY!

so now i only left,
Bio Concept Maping,
Chinese Formal letter writing,
History research about reasons for Stalin's rise,
4 English Compres and 2 Summaries,
and Chinese Forum
ok, i know i rock right? :D
though i left those more time taking for later,
but at least i completed some ok?!
YES YES YES!
feeling so accomplished! :DDDDDD
but just in case,
if i didn type any hmk here,
i most likely left it out,
tag me to remind me :DDDD
thnx ppl!
:D

wahahahahhas!
anws, i changed my songs,
or rather,
i added new songs
most of them are Mayday ones xD
thnx to my sis~
bet shes proud of it eh?
xD
anws, she just back from japan :D
shall upload some pics for you guys soon! :]
tatas!

:D

2010-03-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

Nihao,
How are you?
i took precious time and effort to write this post for you guys :D
if you pay attention in chinese class,
i am following the letter writing format xD
but i didn really write out every single sentence since i am lazy :D
hahas, random post :]
hmm,
NEXT WEEK IS MARCHY HOLIDAYS!
omt, sooo look forward to it! ;D
hopefully i dont have to go back to school often -,-"
according to my friends, we already have three days booked -,-"
not including cca and stuff -,-"
great.
and that what a school called a HOLIDAY?
haiz, but i still look forward to 6L outing~ :D
wahahas! Dap's constant nagging is now switched to junwei! :D
all the best dude! :DDDD
XD

O.M.T

2010-03-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

OMT,
seriously, nobody is gonna believe this,
our class,
is the second best class right,
but we have the highest expectation for,
English ( A2)
EM ( A1)
AM(A2)
Humanities(A1)
out of the whole cohort,
well, i can say i wont be surprised if the others add on,
eg, POA and stuff
hmph, so pekcek ):
i hate my HISTORY marks
argh,
and ENGLISH
omt,
*faints*
argh! ):

2010-02-28T15:35:00.002+08:00

nothing to do,
so i came to blog xD
hmm, ytd had performance at the senja grand :/
woke up early in the morning to prepare -,-"
then
performed, and watch ppl perform,

omt, i didn know the lion dance's drum will be like sort of behind us?!
and its like damn loud,

esp to huiho, just infront the drum siah! ( hahas, hope you are fine girl!)

and we cant really block our ears,
the posture wont be nice? o.o
and the lions are cuteee :DD
esp the one lying down :D
wahahas,
and they keep shaking their butts at us
pffts!
and in the middle of the show, a guy wear black,
very rude loh, he talked loudly with his phone
and cut through the performance siah! :OOOOO
then later he still walk by again,
and glared at everyone -,-""

yeaps, and at evening time,
we went to a guzheng concert at Dunman high,
their school suuuper big siah O.O
and nice ~
and they were pro~ haizzzz!
time to buck up~!

anws, for photos, please visit fb,
i lazy upload again :D
again, for readers who missed my qns,
Shd i shuffle my songs?

ALAMAKKKK!

2010-02-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

omt, seriously lah,
i dont think anyone in the right mind will be like me,
only those in the left ( laughs)
anws, you know what?
i just had my bio test right,
and i read,
STARCH as PROTEIN
yes, both got a T and a R
but idk how i do that man!
o.o
and i only found out i read wrongly when i check with shiyang and zoey them
omtttt!
*screams*
STARCH AS PROTEIN
STARCH AS PROTEIN
STARCH AS PROTEINNNNNNNNNN!
OMTTTTTTT
*bangs head on wall*
argh, so pissed with myself -,-"
T^T
and i already confirmed i lost 7 marks,
OMT~!
haizzzzz~
anws, today got back my EM paper,
our class very good leh!
our expectation is like 1.8 lehs!
and we gottttt~
1.75!!!!!! :DDDD
WEEHEES!
0.05 better :]
the whole class passed,
32 of us got A1
grats to those ppl anws~
and obviously i got A1 lah! :D
33/40 :]]]]]]
not bad right? YAY!~
looking forward to AM for abit xD
but definitely not looking forward to hist,chem, and BIO
omt, thinking of bio makes me feel soooo sorry for Mdm Ho ):
sorry~! >:
anws, nowadays my internet is working like shit -,-"
but lucky that i am getting my broadband extension on satttt !
YES YES YES, heard that theres high reviews :DDDD
weehees! FAST INTERNET HERE I COME! :D
tatas!

Funny videos :D

2010-02-24T18:17:00.003+08:00

Damn funny :D
its good to laugh once in a while~~ :DDD

anws, heres another funny song~ :D

hope you enjoyed it~
gonna come back with more if i can find~ :DDD
tatas~

weehees

2010-02-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

okok, the major subs are gone :D
subs that have ot memorise the most, like,
CHEM AND HIST
omt, yes, it rocks :D
i dont think i will do well for hist, i only wrote,
3 freaking lines each for the second qns,
and upon closer look. its like 13 marks,
and i only write around 3-4 lines for each factor,
and mind you, i only wrote three factors LOL!
*thumbsup*
checked my factors with sumin, jialat,
i think i wrote the wrong stuff :/
nvm~
hahas, anws, tmr is EM,
i am like mentally prepared that it will be tough,
uh huh,
i got a qns,
what if you fail EM and pass AM?
hahas, just in case you know :D
anws, i am sooooo looking forward to friday! :D
where exams ends and I CAN RELAXXX !
yes yes yes, i alrdy have plans :DDD
yes, very fast :DDDD
wahahahas
anws, a qns for all readers:
Should i shuffle my songs?

COMMON TEST GO DIE!

2010-02-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

LOL,
based on my title, you guys got it!
ITS ANOTHER RANT POST!
WEEHEES!
lols, yeah tmr onwards gonna suck ):
Common test~
and tmr is SS
tues is chem and hist
then wed is erm,
Chinese and Em
then thurs is Bio,
then Friday is POA
omt, sucks D:
and this school seriously suck lah, expect us to like,
memorise so much craps in two days?
come on, YOU TRY LAH! D:
yeah yeah, i know you gonna say who ask you now then study and stuff,
but seriously,
how to study when you are like packed with hmk almost everyday?!
eeks! D:
i am gonna be MIA-ing for this week LOL,
dont miss me~ :D
tatas!

eeyer!!!! D:

2010-02-16T17:58:00.003+08:00

suck suck sucks D:
life sucks when you are the only one waking up early in like 6am
and the rest of your family is like sleeping sooo soundly D:
and that you have to stay for cca till 6pm,
while you family watches movie marathon at home
and life suck when you have to chiong hmk like siao,
to make it for your nephew's 1 month celebration
(anws,happy one month nephew!)
but you may not be able to make it if theres like lots of hmk D:
and life totally sucks when you realised you friend,
IS NOT GONNA GO SCHOOL TMR TOO!
EWWWWW.
WHY LIDDAT ONE?!
they can get one extra day for their good results in the O'lvls
and we only get half day?!
OMTTTT
the moral and humanity must have been eaten up!
EWWWWWWWWW!
suck suck suckkkkkk
T^T
i am so damn jealous.
hmph. >;(

CNY photos plus River visiting xD

2010-02-16T09:06:00.009+08:00

hello~
as promised,
i am back to post peektures :DDD
but unfortunately,
i realised that i didn take much photo on the 1st day of new year,
hahas,
yeah so shall just post the family photo with my great grandmother :DDD

and here goes nothing~ :D

yes yes, nice?! :D
guess whose my great grandmother,
its quite obvious lah~ xD
the one in the centre!
obviously not me lah, toot -,-"
you try saying that and see if i will box you anot >:(

******

end of 1st day's photo(!?!)
hahas, paiseh, as i said mah, not much photo xD
yeaps, so heres the photos for the river visitng LOL
sorry for the weird name,
its quite a direct translate xDD

the entranceee :DDDD
sorry arhs, i dont think all the photos are nice ):
ytd not in the find-nice-angle-mood
too rushyy~
scared i get lost D:
LOL,
for some reasons i feel that some of you re rolling your eyes
and thinking that how can such tallperson get lost LOL!
BWAHAHAH~
wadever~~ :D

daddy and mummy :D
in this post i shall tell you guys the importance of saying 1,2,3 SMILE
coz, if you dont, this may happen .....

TADA! total failureee LOL
can see that my mom is like those
" Are you taking it alrdy?" kinda face xDDD

they find this plant pretty :/
ok-ok bah? o.o
anws, happy valentines to themm :DD
wahahahas~

*ROARS* :DDDD
obviously you are not shocked LOL
my sister initially wanted me to go infront of the tiger,
to take its face
then it suddenly turn (!!!)
LOL,
then i just take it loh :DD
hahas, she shock tio xD
shes like " eheh, go there take"
then i was like "Orh~"
then i see see, then O.O ITS MOVINGGG! LOL
then shes like...." then you take here bah~ LOL"

obviously, my art is not very good,
i cant figure out that its a dragon and a phoenix at first glance D:
ok lah, i think i at least figured out the dragon? :DDD
wadever~
anws we initally just took a photo and didn really go look at it in details,
you see,
and upon closer look,
we saw something surprising!! :OOO

ok, lets see if you can figure it out from this picture ;DDD
try try tryyy~ :D
ok, a hint, its something about the materials used to make the displays :D
it shd be easy by noww~
and for those suuuper dense ppl,
heres a mega zoom in :DDDDDD
TADA!

YES YES YES, its made out of Spoons and Bowls :D
suuuper coooool! :DDDDD
those ppl damn pro ~!
*admire*

cai shen yeeeeeeee :D
weehees,
my sister purposely took it with the money tree :DD
nice? o.o

the dragonn :DDD
its quite magnificient looking there,
but definitely not in this photo LOL
nanas, but wadever :D
we took photos with our zodiac :DDD

Oink oink!
heres comes the piggies for you guys :D
i shall breifly summarise our fortunes this year,
this year, we fan tai sui
which means that supposedly, our luck and everything will be quite bad,
but however, this year, our wealth is not bad O.O
yeap, and work will be not bad for the first half of the year, and for couples,
you may have some quarrels etc etc,
for single male piggies,
i think this year, you will find some girls or something
i didn read it thoroughly since i am not a male LOL
paiseh~ xD
and yes, the piggie dont look like a pig -,-""
nvm~

MooooMoooo~
yay~ heres my sister :D
with her oxxxxxxxx
xD
she gonna kill me for uploading her pictures~ :D
lalalala~~

Neigh~ Neighhhhh~
and heres my second sister, with her horse.....butt.. o.o
she too shy and paiseh to go for the front -,-"
so heres her horse butt~ LOL
lalala~
omt, the next picutre is so funny~~ :DDD
be prepared~ :D
and...........~

omt, heres my mum with her rabbit ears LOL!
shes like only one who posed HAHAHA
we cheated her feelings~ xDDD
but its adorable nevertheless :D

Pond with lotus :DDD
nice nice~ :D

and heres the ultra cute panda for youuu :DD
i think they arriving this year or something yes?
:DDDD
lights hanging down from the trees~~ :D

hahas, i guess its a boat :D
yes? anyone seconding my guess? :DDD
wakakakas~

yeaps, nice scenery there :D

idk why but this photo looks inspiriing in my camera but not here lehs :/

-it lost its 'feel' overnight?! LOL

wadver~~ nvm nvm~ :D

anws, i shall scare you guys off with my photo >;DDDDD!

wahahahs,

obviously not my sisters lah, D:

sian sian sian, they all act young go cut fringe this year D:

but nvm~ :DDD

********

for those who survived my photo, CONGRATULATIONS!

lols xD

anws, just posting about ytd's trip,

took 960 to marina and walked around be4 the movie starts

and

finally watched

Percy jackson and the Lightning Theif :D

not bad, sissy say shes gonna buy the book :DDDD

quite predictable though,

but you never know you see,

there may be twists in the later parts :DD

oh yes, for those who gonna watch, stay in the theatre when the show ends,

in between the songs, theres one more part :DD

see it~ xD

hahas, yeah shant spoiler you guys :D

yeaps, thats all~

tatas!

1st day of new year :]

2010-02-15T11:09:00.002+08:00

hahas, ytd was funnn :D
woke up at 9am :X
i am like the last to wake up :DD
daddy mummy and sisters all woke up at like 7am or 8 am plus -,-""
so early lahs :O
then prepareee~

and went out at like 10am to visit my great grandmother :DDDD
yes yes, damn proud that i get the chance to visit her :DDD
MUWAHAHAAH!
i took pictures~
but shall post tmr or something :D

yeaps, then went to ahma house to serve lunch and eat,
and have to leave for jiu mu's house to meet all my aunties :D
yeap yeap, ytd is valentines also siah~
my cousin brought her bf xD
not first time see lah, but yeah,
very sweet of him to reject his family's trip to malaysia to accompany her :D
since shes going to beijing for two years in august ):
wish her all the best :D
then had bbq~
and went to visit temples at around 3pm plus :DDD
wakakaaks~
and we only rmbed we brought a camera along when we are at the last temple LOL!
hahas,but nvm, we took photo at the last temple~
theres always facebook~ *winks* LOL

then went to ah ma's house and stayed~
all playing black jack siah!
and all cheat the older generation's money LOL!
coz they become banker and all win like siao
hahas, i think my mum got the worst one,
theres like three blackjacks in one of the rounds siah! LOL!
she paid and screamed like siao xDDDD
sissy also played later~
she won $10 ;D
in total theres like about 5-6 bankers, and only the last one won money,
about 30 bucks?
the rest all lost about 200-300 bucks in total LOL!
scary horrr? XD

hahas, then left ahma's house at 8plus going 9pm
too tired and sticky ):
then chionged abit of maths xD
and yeap, slept~

***

today woke up at,,,9 plus i think :/
opened angbao and stuff :D
then on com and play till now :X
and i just realised i am like going out soon -,-""

i thought we going out only at like 3 plus to watch percy jackson and the lightning theif siah!
then didn know my mom wants to visit my cousin,
whose baby is gonna be 1 month old in like 2 days time~
lols, so end up going otu at like 1pm plus -,-"
and oh great, i haven prepare any stuff ):
anws, today going to the marina square there to see the displays :D
hopefully i will rmb to take photo ;D
tatas!

yoohoo!

2010-02-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

yoohoo peeps! :]
todayy is a teacher absent dayyy~ LOL
maths and chem teacher absent
):
hahas, but other subs de teachers take over, so makes no diff -,-"

anws, xinting came my house AGAIN
LOL,
this time to wait for fangwei, since her house too far,
so yeah, :D
i am just too kind ok?!
aww~ xD

anws, added new song for my bloggie :DDDD
its spongebob's campfire song song to suit my blogskin and stuff
and another is 21 guns :D
their lyrics dunno why,
cant get out of my mind since last year O.O
cool? :D

anws, if you guys are worried about my parents,
they are perrrfectly fine LOL,
my mom went to find the MP xD
and he send a letter to them liao~ :D
dont even need any evidence :DDD
muwahahahas!

oh yes yes, i dont come and blog for no reason one,
new year is coming, so i am wishing every one a...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
enjoy yourself yeahhh?!
i am scared i cant online xD
sincei am quite packed :]]]]
yeaps, thats all :D
tatas!

double post

2010-02-05T18:31:00.006+08:00

my ~~father~~ mother damn pissed off ):
papa got a Fine letter -,-""
it says that one 27th jan,
at 6.45pm,
papa made an illegal U-turn or something
and
its states my father's car plate number,
but it states that its a LORRY
wth?

how could it be a lorry?!
and 27th is on wed,
where i have my guzheng pracs and he have to drive me what
and also drive shiyag, xinting, and zoey back home
so, how could he be possibily at SENTOSA?!
like wth?

and daddy went to appeal to them today
and you know what?
they dont believe my father and even said,
there the computer may type wrong,
like wth?
lorry and van,
that person spelling fail issit? or eye got stampSSS??
and they ask my father to write a list of eye witnesses and explanation,
and stuff
wth,
whats wrong with the ppl there man???
( so, i may have to take those who took our van's phone number -,-""
but my mum say they propably wont call, they just want evidence)
yeah -,-"""
mah fan ppl siahhh!

seriously, there are quite a few mistakes and problems:

1) they state my father's van as lorry

2) they believe that a van can fly from bukit panjang all the way to sentosa,
JUST to do an illegal U-turn ( seriously, this is the most ridiculous part)

3) they believe that they may have typed wrongly and my father may be telling lies

4) They dont feel sorry at all.

and anws, why my parents got so flared up,
its coz if this penalty is being confirmed,
my father will be demerit 3 points and have to pay a sum
and its also a justice thingy
pekcek siah~~~

hahas! chem is funnnnnnn :DD

2010-02-05T17:46:00.002+08:00

hahas!
today had two period of chem,
and its soo fun :DDD
Sir had this surprise powerpoint quiz,
and and, the frist one who gets pick will be let off without penalty
but those after 1 will have to suffer the penalty~~
xD

so i was like having this bad feeling,
and seriously, its no joke about a lady's sixth sense LOL
yes, i got to be the lucky one LOL!
then went up and answered a simple qns :DDDD
and went back, and
worst, those who got chosen again will have to do it again xD
so yes,
i got chosen AGAIN, 2 times in a row (WOW)
LOL, so damn funneh! :DDDD
Sir's face is like O.O and asked: " So, can you do it again?"
LOLLLLLL!
hahas, cant believe my luck :DDD

and after me, anna got chosen, and and, she got repeat too,
so, sir changed the rules to those who got chosen will not be chosen again :DD
*SAFE* :DDD
and in fact, those who got chosen again can sabo ppl!!! >:DDDD
muwahahahah!
but i didn get chosen again -,-""

but the fun part is about the penalty which changes along with the chosen one LOL
and the next is jieming,
he got chosen and he is a councilor mah,
so sir say that those who wears a tie will get penalty
and guess what?!
jieming purposely go answer wrong siah! LOL!
its predicted lah, since you know, he wont be penalt-ied LOL!
so, yeah,
all those who got penalty,
was drawn on their face with marker by sir ;DDDDD
DAMN FUNNY! :DDDD

and xinting sabo-ed all the guys :DDD
she answered wrongly and all the guys have to be penalt-ied LOL!
:DDDD
and and, initally,
all those who have pink stuff in or on their pencil case have to be penalt-ied,
and stupid bimbo is soo busy stuffing her pink stuff,
into my oh-so-small pencil case LOL!
i was like damn happy since i dont have any pink stuff :DDDDD
and and, almost all girls have pink stuff LOL!
which makes me soooo SAFE :DDDD
but sir let them off since the lesson is over ):
but its a nice one :DDD
MWUWAHAHAHAH! LOL

had POA which is still ever so confusing, and
maths which so ever chiong-ing
and
stayed back to do some total defence stuff but was not really of help anws :/
sorry guys D:
yeah,
and xinting came to my house to play guzheng :D
and thats all bahh? xD
TATAS!

New blog skin! :D

2010-02-02T18:11:00.003+08:00

Yes yes yes, i have got a new blog skin!
love it?! :DDDD
the patrick is just so funny and cute there! :DDD
it looks like bimbo, but patrick is soooo much cuter :D!
wahahas!

anws, got back my maths today and is like freaking happy coz,
i got like 22/35!!!
WEEEHEES!
I PASSED!
i cant believe it lah!!! :DDD
when Mrs loe said that 50% failed ,
i was soooo sure i am amougst the 50%,
butttt,
I GOT FREAKING 22!!! :DDDD
i didn know method marks are like so important :DDD
WAHAHAHAS!
:DDDDDD

and i got 28.5 / 30 for POA
but its like no biggie since almost the whole class got like 20 plus -,-""
yeap :}
soo high~~
today i am like damn high coz theres like no hmk,
and yes, the above news
and and and,
BIMBO MADE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAP TODAYYYY! LOL!!!!
hahas!
yeahs, thats about all,
TATAS!

p.s, bimbo, noticed i specially used pink for you? touched anot?! LOL!
but i dont think you rmb my blog's existence -,-""
wadever!~ LOL!

repainting!

2010-01-31T21:14:00.007+08:00

Finally!
my long awaited post is here!
WEEHEE!
my repainting post!
you guys better be appreciative,
it took me like 1 hour to upload these photos -,-""
phew~ anws let start :]]]]

LOL! i forgot to tell you guys about this,
anws, if you haven been reading,
theres once i said my sister's project is to cosplay as harry potter ppl,
so yeah, heres her self-made robe :D
not bad lah, need to include the fact that her sewing is like..... LOL
this standard is not bad :D
hahas, yeap, :D

TADA! heres a picture of my parents repainting,
its supposed to be like light pink, but it appears white here,
maybe my camera is too good :P
LOL!

anws i was like so bored that i came up with this lame story LOL,
so, have anyone ever wondered how pocky is made?!
it involves strawberry paste ( which is now substitute with light pink paint)
and a nice long biscuit stick! ( which is substitute by the wood)
and as normal ppl can predict,
you dip the stick into the paint and TADA!

HERES YOU OH-SO-YUMMY-fake-POCKY!
:DDDDDDDD
nice?! LOL!
yeah i know its like just oh-so-lame
but whatever~ xD

here are some of the stuff taken down from the wall for repainting~~
:DDDD

clock and stuffs.~

and obviously, i am not a bad daughter afterall,
i serve them suspicious looking drink and help them keep track of the time :D
soo good right?! :DDDD
WEEHEES! :D
and yes, i got into such a good mood that i ran outside,
and took pictures of my plants! :DDD
weehees :D

cute little leaves which is like almost half dead,
due to over exposure of sunlight and now, lack of exposure -,-""
so mah fan~ D:

ORCHID! :DDDD

singapore's flower :D

weehees :DDDD

Orchid angle number.2 LOL!

both not bad lah hor?? xDDD

i took this photo in the evening and didn know that they only open in the morning -,-"""

thats why they are like closed D:

sorry arh!~

Zoom-ed in version! :D

dunno whats this but just took photo of it anyway~ :D

most sweet looking flower ever!

:DD!

AND ITS MINEEEEE

Muwahahahah! xD
dunno whats this, but took photo of it anyway :D

yellow flower ;DD

Cluster of pink plus red flowers :DDDD!

the whole plant :D

weehees :D

Whole plant~

Cluster of some flower that keeps away flies...

and obviously its not really working well -,-"

red flowers~~

nice angle ehh!? :DDDD

i am oh-so-talented! :D

muwahahas!

those flies guards again~ :DDD

sorry that my post is like absolutely random LOL!

hahas, but hope you guys enjoyed it anyway :DDDD!

***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH HOU AND MR LIN!

and so happened both are on the same dayyy :D

anws, yeah went out to eat dinner thnx to the birthday girl :D

went to bedok to eat LOL!

can travel miles for food ehh?! XD

yeap, the food there is nice :DDDD

ppl shd go tryyy :D

and yeah, went sheng siong to shop abit and here i am,

making my suuper late post xD

sorry arh!

yeap, thats all :D

tatas!

zhps T=T

2010-01-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

was chatting on msn with daphne
and multi tasking on facebook,
then saw this Zhenghua Alumni group,
i joined it like long ago but didn visit it frequently lah,
and happened to see it again thnx to junwei,
who happened to comment there
and i commented too!

saw some photos and told daphne
and now we are like totally missing out 6L days D:
like how yongli and priscilla bickers,
and how pervertic yongli is
-,-"" LOL
and HOW AWFUL HE SINGS! >:D

and me and daphne arguing about maths and stuff
and how we cheat while using yongli's table when he is absent,
to write using eraser during ting xie LOL!
if he is present,
he will be like telling us the strokes LOL!
and how hard shujun,
syafiq and yongli and daphne and priscilla taught me how to do a simple maths qns LOL!
and our advetisment song :D
and how hard we work to win 6K LOL!
esp in the fruit and vegetable stuff LOL!
how perfect we are on the racial harmony day,
where everyone wore traditional clothes!
how we always worry about syafiq's bag and the duty penalties! xD
how zhiwei tease ruan lao shi and mdm neo xD!
how we bully mdm neo on teacher's day! >:D
how we quickly finish the food and push it all to daphne! XDDD!
how we hid her water bottle~
how we cheer for each other during interclass games and WON! :D
how comfrtable we are after PSLE! LOL!
omt, i totally miss 6L lah T.T
so sweet and cute and nice~
awwwwwww!!!! ):

I LOVE 6LOYALTY!

wee

2010-01-28T17:08:00.003+08:00

wahaha!
no worries babies!
I REVIVED! LOL
omt, lah, knowing the fact that,
i may not have much hmk for the week end,
make me smile like :DDDDDDDDD
WEEHEEE!
but hopefully no teacher read my blog,
if not i will be slashing myself with a pencil (?!)
xD

anws, today is an interesting day,
i went to the school dentist O.O
and the dentist once again say:
" wow, your teeth are good!"
WAHAHAHAH!
yes, i got the full intention to show off :D
so get jealous! WAHAHAAH!

yeap, so i managed to get out of the mobile van without scaling! WEEEE!
personally, i hate scaling -,-"
it makes my mouth full of some (*&$^@( taste
and i dont like it D:

and had POA test, its easier than expected ;DDDD!
think i shd be able to score quite well :D!
and next is two periods of maths
its as torturous as ever ):
mrs loe dangged into our recess which is already miserably short already D:
so we end up leaving with like 10 - 15 mins to Q and eat -,-""
so pekcek! D:

then social studies haha!
theres this classic part,
coz our social studies is like in auditorium with all the sec 3 express,
yeah, then the teacher saw that we are very tired,
so she gave us a 2 min break ( allowed to go wash face)
and when the break is about to be over, this guy, came in
he is very very very attention seeking coz he is wearing the big specs,
those nerd nerd type,
and he combed his hair to the side,
and made a nice parting on the side,
and tucked in his shirt and wore his pants quite high
LOL!
and everyone roared lah! LOL!
then miss lin is very co-operative and even added:
" thank you, i was about to touch on the time in 1960s and your attire is just theright example!"
LOL!!! xDDDD
and theres this part where miss lin say:
" so, there is a post war baby boom."
and everyone is like
" BOOMZ!"
HAHAAHAHA!
so funny xDDD

yeap, after that we had chem and here i am~ :D
still alive and kicking! LOL
anws, school nowadays is so enriching LOL,
coz a bimbo sits beside me!! :D
bet shes damn happy i post about her LOL!
HEY BIMBOOOOOO! XD
hahas!
ok, thats all, tatas!

disappointed

2010-01-26T16:51:00.003+08:00

i lost all my confidence in maths.
today i got back our class test 1 for A maths
and its like
5/25
..
its like only 1/5 lah!
sian.
the paper is tough, so i expected such a result,
afterall 90% of the class failed ):

but today, we also did our E maths test
and i suck too,
i got like qns, 1,2,3,5,6,7 wrong
and theres like only 7 qns -,-"
and its like freaking maddening since i am like damn careless and stuff

for qns 1, i am supposed to complete the square
and i freaking dunno why read it wrongly and did formula -,-"
so nvm right, i dododo half way then heard ppl say "
"i forgot how to complete the square siah!"
then i read again
WTH.
did wrongly, so i go liquid it and wasted some time,
then when the paper ended, i realised i didn factorise be4 completing the square!
OMT, i suck D:

then qns 2, its a simple qns like factorising but i didn factories properly,
siannn
and qns3?
obvously no hope, i left blanks.. didn even solve D:
i thought i can go back to it lohs!
then qns 5 no hope liao lah!
even ppl like shaun who freaking scored 21/25,
say that that qns he dunno
like omt, and i did it like nothing happened! *screams*
then qns 6,
aiya i suck at fractions,
but i am betting my hopes on it!
and last qns wth.
i suck too, dunno how to do the last part.

siannnn!
see!
i think i am gonna fail E maths
with my poor skills, a pass will make me happy liao.
and i scared that i disappoint Mrs Loe siah D:
coz she will be like, " EVERYONE PASSED! except for one...."
haiz........

another depressing part,
19feb, is my common test
which means, when i celebrate for CNY on 12 feb,
i am like celebrating the arrival of common test!
FREAKS!
how to visit in peace man!?
ARGH SO STRESSED UP!
dang dang dang dang dang!!! ):

aww

2010-01-23T19:08:00.001+08:00

awww!
i am home alone D:
mama and papa went to wedding dinner,
sisters all dunno zao where
and left me
D:
SO SAD! xD

anws, i think if i am able to complete my hmks today,
i will be able to post my repainting post! :DDDD!
happy for me? LOL
hahas, just suddenly got the "feel" to blog
anf here i am so yeah,
BYES! LOL
*totally random*

lala~

2010-01-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

lala~
i finally got my time! :D
tmr gonna absent from school!
hoho, bet lots of ppl will miss me yes yes?? xD
* thick skinned*

anws, yeap yeaps,
sad that i will have to miss two periods of chemistry
and one period of POA and one perios of maths
whcih is like OMG.
all chiongster's periods! AHHHHH!

esp maths
omt,
i am sooo gonna die
she summarised the whole of indices in 5 min
serious,
and now we are learning the rules and stuff
and practising,
so, by not going, i am digging my own grave :O

and yeah POA die die,
one period chiong one chapter
-,-""
wo de ma yahhh!
and worst!
two periods of chemistry
which means we are most likely gonna get back our class test
AHHHH!
which means if i didn go,
my paper is gonna be like
the EXAMPLE?!
AHHHHH!
and i am so gonna miss my chance to watch funny videos )':
saddd~

anws, back to blogging,
i think i will post my repainting post if the hmks doesnt increase :D
good?
but fat hope that its not gonna increase
seriously, FAT HOPE ~

oh yes, i am thinking of changing my blogskin to a white or like creamy white style
but i cant find a nice one -,-"
is my standard just so high?! LOL
nvm, just look forward to my new blogskin~!
tatas!

stupid people

2010-01-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

ok, i just got an inference from my bus ride,
readers please help me judge to see if i am correct :)
i infer that some of those guys that boarded the same bus as me are low IQ gays
ok, but before i explain, i need to have a content right?
so i shall type out the story:

today, our school realeased early to celebrate the sucesses of our seniors ,
who done us proud in the o lvls.
so, i decided to board the bus since i need to buy lunch and my friend too,
so i boarded the bus and ended up at the corner most seat at the back of the bus.
beside me sat 4 guys,
1 sec one junior and 3 other seniors
( i assumed that by their size and looks and attire,
so the 3 other guys might be a big sized junior :/)
and since all the seats are occupied, one of the seniors's friends have to stand,
but at fajar, one of the seated friends alight ,
but the other two refused to let the one standing to sit,
so, at bangkit stop, which is the stop i want to alight,
this standing friend refused to let his friends alight by blocking the way,
and obviously, i was stucked there too,
and my innocnet friends alighted peacefully since they were sitting nowhere near them,
so, i got stucked and was too late to scream anything at them since the bus was moving already...
so, i have to alight at the next stop
and finally i alighted and have to walk all the way back to meet my friends.

ok, my explanation for my inference:
well, let me separate it for you nicely,
i think that they are low IQ people coz,
even if you randomly grab a kindergartener,
they will be able to tell you that you should not be a nuisance in the bus
and you should let the passengers alight by giving way to them.
but sadly, their IQs are lower than a kindergartener which makes them such fools.
and secondly, i think they are gays, especially the one standing is because,
the standing guy loves his friends so much to have the desire to leave the bus with them,
and dont want them to leave him alone in the bus.
they were also too engrossed in their triple fight ,
that they cant notice that a fuming girl is staring at them

luckily the bus stops werent far,
if not i will be screaming at them like no tomorrow.
esp if the bus stop is just be4 the expressway,
i will definitely step on their feet.
hmph, their disgusting behaviour made me lost my appetite ,
and postphone my repainting post
hmph,
tatas.

short post

2010-01-18T18:05:00.003+08:00

here for a short post...
too busy by schoolwork and stuff
D:
even though my house repainted on sat,
i cant post it coz my time management is so screwed up -,-"
haiz,
dunno when is the next time i can post :(
i wanna change my blogskin!
and again, i dunno when i can do it :(
sianned.

looking forward to new year but fear that it maybe spammed by homeworks again
like 3 golden days off,
like hell teachers will let us off...D:
they will most likely say:
" aiya, its just a few qns, very fast one"
and we got bloody 9 subs?
if every sub give a little,
its like
damn lot....
ewwwwww.
dont like the idea of it :(

haiz, look forward to my repainting post
which i think i might give up D:
tatas!

309

2010-01-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

309th post about school life again,
hahas,
dunno what to type,
its sunday night
and tmr is depressing monday
DDDDD:
its so sadddd

sian, 3D is just so quiet and stuff
:/
dunno if its a good thing,
from 6L ( very peaceful and smart and bonded class)
to 2A ( very playful and infamous class)
and to 3D ( somehow quiet and smart class)
well, theres contrast..

haiz,
topics nowadays are like:
Homework Homework and more Homework,
it sucks D:
but somehow glad that i am still coping with it
hahas,

not in mood to post nowadays D:
too tired by school life and homework topics
yeap...
dont think i will post often anymore :/
yeah
tatas.

first day

2010-01-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

Sian!
first day of school is the worst D:
have to tahan about 2 hours of assembly
and numb your poor legs for dunno how many times T.T

and next, no orentiation,
so it makes our class quite awkward :/
dunno how to interact siah! D:
but guess time will do the trick xD
and and, my school release timing is changed to shitty 3.35PM
what a great privillage for sec 3 and 4s -,-""
but luckily its not everyday :D

anws, back to my first day,
yeap, only get to know my form teacher, maths teacher,
english teacher and of course chinese teacher
my jaws almost dropped when she enter the classroom lah!
sian sian sian!
didn know she will be my chinese teacher again
toot.

and she still rmb to ask us for hmk T.T
and when she ask:
" Whose chinese teacher never give you any homework during the hols?"
almost everyone in the class raised their hands except of unlucky us D:
and poor classmates have to do one just to be fair and stuff
siannnnnn~

anws, yes other than that,
we got a math hmk about algebra just to refresh our minds
and so, my poor new classmates, will have like two hmks xD
hahas, luckily i only got one~~
since i done my 400 words essay by crapping :]
*thumbs up*
yeah, gotta go and go hmk and pack bag and stuff,
wish me luck for tmr~ :D
tatas!

2010 sec 3

2010-01-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

lalala!
its like 3rd jan today, and its freaking 4th jan tmr!
EEWWWW.
i am soo not looking forward to it! AHHH

anws, heres something random,
i got first in being, daphne,zoey and shiyang's what top 2010 facebook friend!
WEEEE
i am just so wanted! WOOT
*loves*

yeah, back to my school complain,
ARGH!
sec 3 life is like preparing for sec 4 and sec 4 = o'lvls and
it means,
NO FREEDOM AND HMK SPAMMING!
EWWWWW
)#$&*@^$&@(!
sian, but its life D:

yeap, and hope that my sec 3 friends will turn out to be great ppl :/
and teachers too D;
tmr i think i will just bring a small sling bag :D
with foolscrap, and pencil case, and umbrella, and water bottle and wallet with $3 inside for handbook and thermometer !! and report book!! :O
sian sian sian! D:

haiz, dunno if i am gonna post tmr D:
depends on my mood :D
wahahahs!
so ppl its likely that this will be my last post! :O
LOL
jking~~ maybe updates on weekends or fridays,
not much time to entertain le D:
yeap, tatas!

First overnight ever! <3

2010-01-02T16:07:00.006+08:00

Yesterday went for my first in my lifetime overnight stay at zoey's house

WEEEE! and its damn fun lah! :D
it started with daphne's randomness of asking us to stay over at her house
but zoey can only make it if its at her house so we went to zoey's house lah :D!
yeap, very shocked that my mum allowed!
most likely coz she let my sister stay over at her freind's house on that same day too
HAHA~~ so shuang! :D

yeap, and very happy to say that the overnight at zoey's house,,,
is also dap and zoey's first time!
WEEEE!
yeap, so we went over to zoey's house at like 9pm :DDD
and we started to play....

Yes yes, mahjong our classic game LOL!
and of course, playing mahjong with friends~~!

*twist* :D
You need the right ppl to play mahjong! :D
so grabbed the noob like ah dap :DDDD
yeap, busy ppl~
then we played till like, 11.30?
then we start to play monopoly which daphne kindly brought along :D!
and heres the picture~~

hahas, the monopoly game right, become like money throwing xDDD
damn violent :DDDD!
bobian mah who will be happy to give out money?? xDDD
yeap, so,, due to boredom of nobody going bankrupt, we ended the game at 1am xDD
and counted the money, and ranking is:

1) Zoey

2) ME

3) Daphne

and played taidi in zoey's room~!
and play computer abit, psp abit, blackjack abit,pillow fight abit, chit chat abit,
then finally, we went back to mahjong at like 2am plus? xD
played mahjong till like 5am HAHAHA!

you know why?
coz,someone,
someone very very noob,
she "Zha hu" twice and lost 40 coins ( fake money)
HAHA then at around, 5 plus, she got negative 2 LOL!
owe me moneyyyy~ :D
so we ended the game be4 she go home and cry to her mum LOL!
yeap, and that suuuper unlucky person is none other than our dear daphne! :D
HAHAHAHAHA! so now we call her "zha hu deeeeeeee" xDD
and its damn funnehhy xD

so afterwards we very tired so we went to zoey's room to sleep abit :D!
and of course we ended up camwhoring, pillow fighting and chit chatting lah!
and of course, i will be toooo selfish to post the pictures of my cute friends ;D
sooooo, i shall,,, post this:

TADA! zoey's blankets LOL! and guess whats underneath it?! :OOOO
its!....
*drum rolll*

TADA! OUR SMELLY LEGS!
weee! happy? LOL!
i mean like you dont get to see our faces but get to see our legs
issnt it goooood?! :DDD
i am just sooo generous :D WAHAHAHAHAH!
ok lah, i try posting abit XD

TADA! the setting of the room,

daphne on the floor xD

bobian , who ask her be zha hu deeeee xD

no lah, dunno why she lie there xDDD

anws, the pink pink flower one is zoey

and i sleep on the circle decorated bed :DDD

And heres one of our many many photos :D
where theres,
zoey and her baobao, daphne with zoey's half-toothed elephant, and me extra abit :DDDD
and you can notice our deeeeeeeep eye bags
TT.TT!
*depressed*
but its worth it lah~~ :D
hahas, this overnight trip "gooped" alot of reliable news :D!
but sorry its girls talk weeeee :3
anws, back to the overnight yeah,
so at around 7 plus all start to sleep like )&*^@*(@&#!
then left me emo alone T.T

dunno i smack dap how many times lah! LOL
and me and zoey even screamed her name HAHAHAHA!
and daphne is still sleeping~~ xD
she very pro~ *thumbs up* xD
yeap so at 8am i scared my papa worry coz i say 7plus go back HAHA
so i dragged dap and headed homeee~

yeap, side story, i reach home at 8 plus plus and bathed
and ate breakfast and sit on my parent's bed and read comic while my hair dries xD
but i ended up sleeping xD
but 9 plus plus my dad nudge me go my own bed sleep :D
so i sleep daooooo 1.30pm -,-"
and i got some CC stuff at 2pm and i haven eat my lunch
so i chionggg ( i didn actually)
so i ate my lunch happily and iron my clothes and stuff :D

and i go read the letter again:
" please report 45mins be4 the time"
SHYTTTT~
it starts at 2 and 45 mins be4 is 1.15 LOL!
and i just heck care liao and head there only at like 1.45 /1.50 liddat xD
since my house very near :D
yeap and got my money after clapping for 1hour and here i am, posting :DDD

wahahahas~
thats all, tatas!

P.s : accomplice for the overnight trip can ask me for the photos~ :D

anws, new songs! and new arrangements~ :D

Grease Summer Nights

Shalalalala

Witch Doctor.mp3

对面的女孩看过来 ~歌词 dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai

jie jie mei mei zhan qi lai ,姐姐妹妹站起来,stand up sisters

Fruits Basket Opening Full Vers.

Tomoyo Song Version Original

You Are My Love: Tsubasa Chronicles

Yume No Tsubomi

Shugo Chara Character Song Album Best - 09. Heartful Song - - Mizuki Nana

If We Hold On Together

Graduation By Vitamin C

Wonderful Days

Firefly By A*teens

Slam Dunk Anime Opening Theme Song

另一個天堂 - 王力宏 Ft 張靚穎

盧廣仲早安,晨之美mv 完整版

Si Ben Dao Yue Qiu / Elope To The Moon

恋爱ing-五月天

1-06 Under The Double Eagle.mp3

Brand New Breeze By Kanon

Elmo's Song

Legend Of Mermaid By c ·ýaåmüaóìüäý

Inuyasha - Change The World By Inuyasha

Meteour Garden Ost Qing Fei De Yi

Dao Xiang - Jay Chou

Jay Chou - 世界末日- Shi Jie Mo Ri

彩虹 Rainbow - 周杰倫 MV by Jay Chou

Hakuna Matata

The Monkey's Uncle

The Spectrum Song

Disney Songs- Heigh Ho

The Little Mermaid - 'under The Sea'

Kiss The Girl Little Mermaid

Part Of Your World -

Disney - Beauty And The Beast - Beauty And The Beast

Meteor Garden ~ You'll Be In My Heart

Aladdin - A Whole New World

Thanks giving

2010-01-01T18:11:00.006+08:00

LOL, after reading kahwei'd and dap's post,
i am rather guilty for not thanking any of my friends in the previous post,
so,, here i am! back in action to post my thanks for my freinds!
sorry if i forgot to mention you xD

*** My family members***

Dont think that they will be reading this but just want to say something to them.
thanks for tahan-ing me for like 14 years? :]
i know i got bad tempers HAHA!
yeah so individually:

Dad: Hmm, thanks for being such a kind and loving father! no doubt you are the best in my mind :D! i know i have been disappointing you in terms of acedamic, attitude, and stuff and i hope in 2010 i can improve it~~ :D so in the meantime, please continue supporting me * thick skinned*

Mum: Love you alot! :D a great cook and nice mother! You maybe stricter but yeap, i know its for our own good. you are the most carefree mom ever! LOL its a compliment! and most young look one :D haha! i am proud of you ( in some ways) :X yeap! :D

Da Jie: Well, you have been a bad sleeper for like 14 years and i got used to it, HAHA! so yeap, nevertheless youa re a caring sister who is sadistic :X but at the same time you also care to take money from your bank despite your tight budget, for us :] Keep it up~ * secret meaning* LOL

Er Jie: yeah, nice sister you are, and a very easy one to bully WEEE! xD yeap, hope your results are good and get into the university you want to~ you are the most hard working one amougst us, maybe coz you may be like one slower, but of course you match up by working damn hard! nice effort! :D hope those efforts will rub off on me HAHA! yeap~

***2Ace***

In genreal a great class, but not very bonded coz of many stuff,
but i guess i can say that we are most bonded when it comes to creating trouble?
LOL * winks* xD
so individually to ppl i hang out with:

Zoey: ok, idk what to say to you LOL! jk lah, nice friend who regarded me as your acedemic rival -,-" yeah, very sacrastic friend too LOL! aiya, idk what to say siah, knowing that i will see you and get awkward AHHHH! ok, whatever, i shall save this till sec 4 LOL! happy waiting! xD

yuting: hmm, i guess the same thing applied to you like zoey's but anws, gotta praise you for not calling me so often :D! keep it up! * secret meaning* LOL! hahas, so happy waiting till sec 4 :D! look forward to it! :D

Shiyang: hmm, though i forgot ( in a way) why we like quite distant now but yeah, OH I RMB! uh huh, hope it will improve in 2010 lah! :D yeap~

Xinyi: You are the most entertaining friend ever! LOL! love teasing you! UH UH DONT SULK~ xD hahas! nevertheless good person to complain to~ xDDDD you cant run away from meee!~~ xDDDD

Xinting: hahas, not very close but can be closer lah hor? next year same class mah! :D so yeap, look forward to it! and hope you leg is fine by now :DDD

To those who i forgot or too lazy to mention, sorry!
but yes yes, you guys are good friends :D
the most ON ppl xD!
yeaps, have a happy 2010 and hope we will still have some gatherings xD

*** 6Loyalty***

I LOVE YOU ALL LADIES OR NOT SO GENTLEMEN PPL! WOOOO! :3

ok, individually:

Daphne: LOL, thanks for always asking me for 6L outing * grumpy* xD yeah, but thanks to you, we have gatherings and stuff :DDD and thanks for being a great listener and msn chatter HAHAHAAH! and dont ask me for fantasies again! later ppl say we pervertic xD *winks* yeap, anws, just to tell you i mention you first coz you are chatting with me now LOL! yeaps! *excited for the overnight*

Hwaimun: Cute and sweet little evil girl LOL! i brilliantly combined my praises and "insults" LOL! yay~ you are a great fast walker and great funny person to chat with and plot evil plans with too HAHAH! but yeah, hope in 2010, you will have more freedom and get to go for more 6L outings! and also plan some :]]]]]]! LOL * secret meaning*

Shujun: hahas! dont be surprised, yes you, i am mentioning you :D you are a good source of lame jokes xD ( compliment btw) and and good humour! :D HAHA keep it up girl! WEEEE! and also very evil too ( esp in plotting couples *winks*) LOL

Kahwei: hmm, good suan-ing person haha! and of course need to be in the mood for it too~ anws, good entertainer and english corrector :D hope you grow taller in 2010~~! (you can take it as an encouragement and insult) :DDDD happy playing with your basketball~~ xD

Yongli: erm, random chatter hahas! dont need to be shy if you want me to be the match maker for you and AHEM! LOL! and yes, again, you are a bad singer ( hopefully its on purpose) and super random D: hahas, but quite gentleman ( i think i will take this back soon) but yeap, thanks for being random?! LOL

Twins: LOL nice twins who always make the 6L conver go in the wrong direction :/ dunno to praise you guys or scold haiz!but nevertheless, i have to remind you guys esp junyi, YOU OWE 6L AN OUTINGGGG~!! weee~ xD

ok, three guys and three girls! :D
fair and square
but technically, its 4 guys and 3 girls but the twins are tgt one so yeah, nvm :D
yeap yeap~~
i am now officially done with my thanks giving :D
happy reading~~ xD
tatas!

happy new year!

2010-01-01T17:06:00.002+08:00

Happy new year babies! LOL
yeap, i know its quite late to type this now but whocares?!

yeap, so ytd i made the effort to stay up and slack xD
though i didn on the tv, and my computer time is not accurate,
i can breifly guess the time lah
coz at one time,
alot of ppl screamed and honked something
so yeap,
that shd be it, and no sooner, 6L convers started
and we wished everyone happy new year or merry new year hahas
yeap very fun

and we continued chatting random stuff
then at like 1 plus plus going 2am,
MY PRINTER WANT TO PRINT SOMETHING
omt, i am like totally freaked out
AHHHHHHH!
yeah so i go spam the Stop button
and scream to those unlucky ones in the 6L conver
yeah then first time can treat as accident right?

the second time happened at around 2am
and i am like )*$*@T#@$_@_)!!!
and this time it was cleaning the ink or something and i spammed the OFF button,
but it carry on trying to clean, and stuff
i was like :SSSSSSSS
so, i tell the 6L-ers i gonna sleep LOL
and yeap offed the main switch and ran to bed xD

and this morning i told my sisters about it
then my da jie laughing and say maybe the printer want to tell you happy new year :D
then my er jie say maybe the printer sick of you using till so late, want you to sleep xD
yeap,
and my da jei added that it maybe some application she set or something to check the ink and stuff
but its like damn eerie ok?!
AHHHHHH!)*#*$&@*#$(_)(@

yeah so anyways,
i had a sort of nice dream :]
i dreamt of 6l-ers gathered tgt in zhps's canteen,
sitting together like pri 6 recess break.
and we were like chatting and stuff lah
yeah
i only rmb this part LOL
yeap i rmb i sit between dap and hwaimun, then xinni sat infront of hwaimun :DDD
yeah just a random dream xDDD
dunno if it means something :D
since i dreamt of it on new year man! like come on~
significant day leh! LOL
yeaps read zoey's blog ytd
i guess i will copy her about the reflection one :D
weeee!~
and you guys shall wait for my next episode! LOL

***

hahas, jk lah, yeap my reflection:
well, one year have passed and the next year came
haha!
time flies loh! miss my primary school life where i have only 4 subs, and great friends
not saying that my current friends suck arh! xD
anws, back to topic, life in primary school is soo much more carefree :]
and i love it! :D
yeah~ and in secondary school life,
its like 8-9 subs, and so sian lah!

haiz, random abit,
to my sec 2 classmates who next year wont be with me
well, dont miss me~~ xDD
but like my dad said, we maybe in diff class,
but we are still in the same lvl and during lessons such as chinese and stuff,
we may get to be classmates again lah!
so yeap~
if primary school classmates in diff school can stay contact,
then schoolmates wont be a problem! :D

dunno who and what i will miss
HAHA, hope i will miss my music teacher LOL
*winks*
missing him = not getting taught by him next year! WEEE!!~
and my chinese teacher (OPPS)
seriously lah you know what i wrote for my 400 words essay?
my first paragraph i start off with,
"i dunno why you are so interested in my holiday...
but let me mental prepare you that it will be very very boring :]"
LOL
somehting liddat
i think she will just reject mine after reading the first paragraph :/
but she cant blame me for having a boring holiday mah!
LALA~ so yeap, :]

and idk lah i hope i can change all my teacher except for maths
MR LIN ROCK :]]]]]] ( bet he is honoured!)
WEEE :D
hahas, random reflection :D
ok thats all,
tatas!

6L outing againnn

2009-12-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

303 its odd number,
odd like our day today LOL
yeah anws, today is 6L's outing for movies
a simple one
but obviously lao tian ye cant stand to see us so happy tgt

so,, he try to make us sian diao by make VERY VERY LONG Qs
DDDD;
how long?
we can make one round at the lobby of the lift on the 5th floor
no joke man! D:
it's over! LOL ....tio influenced by sherye~

yeah, so we went to west mall, hoping to have a shorter line
but,
like i said, lady luck not on our side D:
its freaking long there too
AHHHH!!!
so we went backkkk to lot 1 bloody hell!
its still very long

and we reach at like 2pm?
and our show is 2.30
but seriously, i think lady luck hate guys coz she helped us! YAY
and why i say she hate guys its coz,
girls are the one Q-ing up for the tickets
while those obviously not very gentleman guys go play arcade
nice huh?
and yeap
we managed to buy the tickets by 2.30! :D
weee~

and we mixed up the tickets and "lucky draw" our seats
so the seating become:
Hwaimun, Haohan, Sherye, Me, yongli, Blank space for loner LOL, daryl, kahwei and dap.
so yeah,
and i realised me and sherye is the luckiest ppl!
no guys in between us~~ WEEEE
and yes yes,
have to praise yongli for putting his popcorn beside me when i asked for it
but i ended up not eating coz i scares later i will be thristy...
but thnx for that effort dude!

anws, we watch Sherlock Holmes
seriously, he is sooo smart but his life so...messed up :/
yeah but its still nice!
coz i will be jealous if he is smart, and clean and perrfect
toottoot~
yeah, and the show is quite...violent? LOL
i dunno i jump in my chair how many times siah!
for sherlock's risky-ness
hahas but thats what make the show nice and exciting
yeap~

and to the idiot who sit behind me,
you better watch out man!
you are asking for express way to be hated by girls when you step on their hair
damn you!
and you asking for trouble when you keep kicking others ppl's chair
ROARRRRR!

yeap, after movies, we went to the empty space outside the 5th floor
to chit chat
but ended up pure silence for like 30 mins?!
and yeah so we decided to go home loh
yeap
thats all, xD
in conclusion its like expected lah hor?
so its still a nice outing HAHA
ok tatas!

chipmunks

2009-12-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

today went out with leewoon,xiao hui and jingying :]
no ranking but its by order of arrival :D!
yeah, so i was like so excited that i left my house 20 mins earlier LOL
and reached at like 1145
xD

anws, on the lrt i saw hwaimun!
and invited her to go 6L outing on monday and she say shd be able
hope it will be good news~ :D
and yeah so i waited and ppl arrived slowly :D
and we boarded the lrt to lot1
and guess who i met?!

I MET MDM NEOOOOO
wahaha get jealous ppl :D
anws, i didn really regconised her initially D:
shes like smilling and lookign at me
then i was like "hmmmm.." LOL
and yeah still regconise her lah! duh!
so we chatted and i asked her some stuff and so does she.
i shall leave some parts out LOL.

anws heres this exciting news theres, good and bad..
so,, i shall share the bad one first.
Mdm neo says shes only going back to zhps on 2011
fyi, shes on a no-pay leave yeap.
and for the good news:
she say she shd be able to make it for our chalet!~~~ :D
yeah and one more side new
she allowed us to know her email which me and some ppl kept secretly(opps)
yeah, but she say that her mail box shd be quite full
so if your msg cannot be sent, it maybe due to her full mailbox
so yeah... but she also added that she will start to clear her mail box dligently for us
so yeap, can ask me and dap for her mail :D
and fyi again, shes heading to IMM not lot 1 :]

so back to our trip,
we decided to watch chipmunks
which is like only 1.5hours
*disappointed*
i think i am like trained by those transformers, hp, avatar,
that i am used to watching for like at least 2 hrs LOL
yeap, and after that we went to the toilet
and oh yes, be4 the movies, we took neo prints
which shall be private LOL

yeap and we went to waston to buy jingying's electrical curler,
and to the top floor to chat and see xiao hui being tortured by her juniors... LOL
and to basement to buy stuff to eat
and erm to sasa for jingying and leewoon to buy their stuff :/
and buy bubble tea and stuff and headed home
LOL
a boring trip but its still fun to catch up with each other :D
yeap :D
stay in contact arh pals! :D

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